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Haw Par Villa.

2012-03-15T15:45:00.003+08:00

As you can see from my blog title, I'm finally blogging about my trip to Haw Par Villa on Monday.

Took me quite awhile to edit all the pictures, but I'm finally done!

Met Vicky at 8.30am and went down circle line to meet Apphia and Amelia. Met up with Zhao He and headed for breakfast at Yakun. Wen Jie came after that. Went up to check if The Bluez is open, but nope. ): X-Craft was opened though, so Amelia got her tragus pierced and I got my helix re-pierced! Wanted to try tragus but I'm scared.. -___-

Trained down to Haw Par Villa after that! ^-^

Pictures are not as scary as real because my camera sucks without flash, so my flash covered the red lighting and made the pictures less frightening.

Floor was still a little wet when we reach there. ):

Uncle extra.. -____-

Forced Wen Jie to take this stupid picture, ahahahahahahaha!

Got people to take a group photo for us before we leave that place ^^

Ivan finally woke up so we left Haw Par Villa and trained to Vivo and met him there. Headed to Candy Empire but we didn't got anything. ): Fruit Paradise for some tarts, nomnomnom! ^^

Chocolate Banana, my favourite!!!!!! ♥

Wanted to go to Under Water World but change of plan last minute and bought tickets for "Man On The Ledge". Went to Toy Outpost, National Geographic and Sky Garden to slack. Bought Cheesy hotdog and went in for the movie. :D

Didn't really understand the movie at the start, but I got it at the end! ^^ smart right? :P

So before the movie, we booked sits at City Square's Seoul Garden. And we were late, super late. The staff called and Apphia talked to them. Amelia was so afraid they'll scold her when we reach, and guess what Apphia said? "Aiya, just say our parents drive us there, then got jam cause' there's a man on the ledge."
HAHA WTF! You'll get it if you watched the movie! ^-^

Seoul Garden, and some things happened. Was thinking of her when Amelia asked me to put her cup at my side, and I dropped the damn cup of coke. Phone was soaked, and there's a little problem. Sigh..

Home after dinner! ^^

Bought this two books by Low Kay Hwa from Toy Outpost! ^^
Half way through Lilith, not as nice as "A Singapore Love Story", but still it's nice! :D

Till then ~
Love you guys! ♥

Give me a fair life.

2012-03-15T01:18:00.006+08:00

Wanted to blog about my trip to Haw Par Villa today but only half the pictures were edited. Was editing them just now, but I was so tired and sick, so I went to sleep till 11pm.

(mood not really good, I apologize if I offended anyone in this entry)

Wordy entry, all rants and you probably can't relate to. Don't read if you don't want to.

I've been spamming my Twitter with emo quotes since 11pm. Irritated some of you and you guys decided to unfollowed me, thanks (: Some even say I'm pathetic cause' I'm forever emo-ing. Sorry that I couldn't live as perfect as how your life is currently, I'm just that pathetic. I hope you get my sarcasm.

I guess the only place I could rant all my thoughts(other than twitter) is here; my blog. For those who stayed, I sincerely thank you guys.

If you guys care to know me a little bit more, I'm full of relationship problems. Maybe I just don't know how to manage my relationship well enough, and thus leading you guys to suffer by hearing(looking at?) my rants. I'm sorry.

I know ranting wouldn't change a thing, but it'll kill me if I bottled up everything, so just let me be, alright?

If you stayed long enough, you should know whose #T right?

Everything ended yesterday, 14th.

Not because I wanted to, not because she wanted to. But because her mum wants us to.

She still wants to find out where I stay. Guess she's smart enough and found out that where I'm staying near at. Will be expecting her at her house soon. haha. k, not funny. But seriously, do you want to talk to my mum that much?
Doubt my mum would accept our relationship too, sigh..

In this society(horrible one), I'm clearly aware that we'll get look down on if we're not straight. You know? Like gays, les, bi or whatever? But still, can I control how I feel? Why is it that you have to separate us? I tried helping you to change her, didn't I?

You said we could be friends, we could go out. And just because your friend saw us eating breakfast, you go crazy again. What the fuck is wrong with you?

If only this society doesn't judge people this much, more people would be happier. If people judge lesser, people with differences would be easier to accept. We're the one getting judge, but we're fine with it. Why must you guys interfere?

Why do we have to sacrifice our happiness just to let others be happy?

Life isn't fair. Not at all. Right from the start, it wasn't fair to me. I fought for this love myself. I put in so much, gave my all, and yet now, I have to let go of everything because of YOU. Do you feel honoured?

I know everyone's sick and tired of all those "I can't live without you" and "I love you". Like c'mon, who would believe there's true love in the world we're living in? As in, my world and her world.

Have been feeling so inferior about myself ever since I knew her. Because she's like so perfect. She's always surrounded by girls and that makes me doubt her love for me. Why would she even choose me when she has so many other better choices? That's why I don't trust her. I get too paranoid and over sensitive. What's worst, some incident made me lost trust in her even more. I didn't give up, I guess. I held on till today, and you just have to separate us. Seriously, screw your fucking life. You have no idea how much I fucking hate you.

All my effort went down the drain. Giving my best to make this relationship work out and last. But I got this in return.

Can you spare a thought for me and be fair towards me?

Gonna spam this song and hope things will turn out better..

Nails.

2012-03-11T16:58:00.003+08:00

So yesterday,
I tweeted about my nails. MIA-ed from Twitter for about 2 hours because I was doing my nails. :/ guess some one saw the tweets and request for a picture of it. So yeah ~

But it's kinda fail though. I did it again and again. Was so damn angry.

The pictures do no justice for my nails, look so much better irl. BUT still, cmi.

And if you can tell by my lousy skills, yes it's the tie dye method. I redo it like thrice, gosh. And I kept on banging my nails onto things and I have to redo them again!

My favourite was my index finger on my left hand, but when I was doing my right hand, it hit on my other nails, so the colours smudge a bit. Cannot be bothered to do it again so I left it that way. Both hands' ring finger are my favourite now ^^

And yeah, stop staring at my ugly right thumb -.-
My nail broke right!

Was actually very exhausted after doing my left hand but well, I cannot possibly go out with only one side of my nails painted. So I had to do my right hand, but it was faster than the left hand though.

Think you guys are pretty confused right now after seeing "left hand" and "right hand". lolwtf.

K, this post was out of boredom and I promised I'll upload these pictures today.

Click on my Formspring at the sidebar to comment or click on the title of this post and comment at the bottom.

So yeah, bye lovelies ♥

What's in my pencil case?

2012-03-09T21:43:00.003+08:00

Hi people ~
I'm back because my Common Test is FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!

Pictures first okay?
Took it yesterday, but I was rushing my art last night, sorry. ):
So, people do "What's in my school bag/bag?" ME WANT TO BE DIFFERENT YO, so I'm doing What's in my pencil case! But it's kinda stupid though, because almost everyone's pencil case has the same thing. -.-
Whatever! just..... enjoy ^^

Isn't my pencil case the most adorable!? HAHA!
Anyw, I got it from Plaza Sing's Daiso, but it was the last one.

I was doing all these while waiting for Amelia and co. to finish their F&N paper since Art doesn't have any paper ^^ Went to Mac. Ever since CT started, a lot of us would go down mac to study. It's like almost the whole mac is filled with students from my school. (And I was spamming nuggets in mac for the past few days. LOL.) But yesterday, we didn't study. :| Lunch at mac, played Draw Something ~

Got marshmallow from Shop n Save and went to star court to play Chubby Bunnies!!! ^^
Took video, but wayyyyyyyyyyy too unglam to be published.. Guess how much I can stuff?! 8 okay!!!! okay.. nothing to be proud of.. big mouth, lolwtf.

Okay..

So had Physics and Chinese paper today. When I read the first question, I was like "you kidding me?! what the hell is this!?". Section A, B and C. Guess where my paper "ends"? Section A, cause' I left the other two sections blank. :| Did Chinese halfway, headache. Kept on using my pen to hit my head.. Went to mac with Amelia, Apphia and Vicky to have our lunch. Went for training after that, headache was already killing me.. Ran to the toilet and I puked, wtf.. Dessert Story after training and I was freezing under the aircon T.T

Decided on where we're going on Monday.
And our final decision was Haw Par Villa. ^^ The guys might tag along too. Wanted to call Nai along but she's having camp.. ):

So I'm sick. ): having a fever, but all I was thinking about was to blog. Please be touched and cry. (i'm kidding.)
Her mum called me because she wasn't home when it's already 7-8plus? Couldn't continue sleeping so I spam call her. In the end she was at her grandma's house sleeping. Lol, nvm. At least she's not loitering at some ulu places.

Abrupt ending but yeah. I love you guys ♥

Coffee Bean

2012-03-04T11:00:00.005+08:00

Instagram is the reason why I don't bring my camera out.

Breakfast with Amelia at Nex Swensen's at 9.30am. Trained to Plaza Sing and went to Daiso to get a few things. Trained to Serangoon and bused to My Village, studied at Coffee Bean.
I was outside Coffee Bean, talking on the phone. Amelia packed my bag and she forgot to take my Daiso plastic bag! T.T Hope that the staffs saw and kept it.. Pleasepleaseplease.
Went down to Chomp chomp and dabao food up to the roof of My Village. Teresa, Rachel and Danny came to find us. Slacked and made a lot of noises. Rachel and Danny left. Then Amelia. Sent Teresa to MRT and homed.

Briefly describing what we did yesterday~

Till then.

Quinselle

2012-03-02T19:54:00.003+08:00

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Have you guys end your Common Test? Cause' mine haven't even started! It's starting on Tuesday though ):
From what I know, most of you have already ended. Some may have already gotten back their papers. So, it's time to pamper yourself!

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Gastronomia Da Paolo

2012-03-02T19:23:00.004+08:00

Random update since I've not been blogging for quite some time, I think.. :|

Some awesome pictures from my iPhone. hoho, totally love how Instagram instantly makes my pictures look more photogenic. If you don't agree with me, then okay, just shut up. (:

Pictures from yesterday first.
I passed my POA. ohgosh, miracle.... O.O

And in case if you miss my face too much......................

And today,
Lunch at Gastronomia Da Paolo at My Village for lunch and The Coffee Bean to study with Amelia and Apphia ^^

Italian Rice with Salmon and Mushroom.

Hot Double Chocolate with Marshmallows.

Chicago Cheesecake.

Got really giddy and my head was aching like a bitch. So I took a power nap for about 30mins while the other two's studying :/ Saw Ms Rachel Tan and another teacher.
Oh yaa. My Village's toilet design should seriously win some trophy or something. Best toilet ever. It's weird to talk about this, but whatever ~ *awkward silence*
One thing I hate about Coffee Bean is that there's no connection, wtf.. So every time when I want to see people's tweets, I have to go out.
Bused to Nex and look for nice clothes, but only bought a belt cause' Cotton On's things are getting expensive. The shorts I want is $35 and $40. ): Home after that.

Many things happened recently. Too much for me to handle. I guess I wasn't as strong as I expected myself to be. I thought I'll remain calm. First day, okay.. Second day, still doing fine.. But that feeling of being betrayed came on the third day. I love her.. so much.. But, everything's different now. It'll never be the same..

Comparison.

2012-02-27T20:28:00.004+08:00

I'm here to rant again. "oh no! she's starting it again! all she can do is rant nonsensical things!" *stabs self* lolwtf, k whatever. I'm a little piss right now. -____-

Let's start.
Recently, "someone" (not gonna mention 's name because I still want to respect ' and what's more this whole post is not only referring to ' but also to those that fall under that category) said that my school, which is Peicai Seconday School is a "Paikia" school, people there are all not good and what not.

In Singapore, there're neighbourhood schools, top schools and those in the middle. Obviously in top schools, students there are mostly smart and apparently, people tend to have the mindset that the students there are ALL good.
Disclaimer: I'm not trying to say students in top schools are bad or what.

QUESTION
Why are you judging students from neighbourhood schools? Take my school as an example. People classify our school as the gangster school, school with horrible students and all those nasty things you can ever think of. Just because our aggregate score's so much lower than your top school? Just because most of the students here get quite low for their PSLE and landed in this school? Just because there're gangsters in this school? Just because they're a number of students that has police cases? Honestly, which school doesn't have those that I listed down except for the 1st and the 2nd one?

'She' doesn't like me because I'm from that school, that school she claimed to be a gangster school. That school she claimed that her friends told her that many people get caught for stealing before. That school that has a bunch of horrible students. Thanks so much for classifying me under the "horrible students". So do you mean that students in neighbourhood schools are all bad and students in top schools are good? If your personality is bad, not even getting into a good school will help.

Honestly, I don't think my school's students are stupid. Most are smart but lazy. Most have awesome talents that can't be found in other schools.

Tell me what's the mother fucking difference when students from Peicai can get into a JC that top school students are going in too. Even top school students are getting into Poly that Peicai students can get into too. We're all taking the same O and N level paper.

So tell me now, why the fuck are you judging us?

If you're talking about our studies:
For example, I have a classmate that got 230+ for her PSLE and I know a student from a 'middle' school that scored 230+ too. And I fucking know a student from Cedar that scored 220 only. So what the fuck is your problem!?

If you're talking about our character:
Good school means your character is freaking awesome? Neighbourhood school means your character is bad? Once you step into a neighbourhood school that's classified under the gangster school, you're immediately push into the rotten apple category too?

You know what I hate most? When people say this to my friends from better school. "Don't mix with students from that school, all no good one. All paikia."

GET A LIFE. SERIOUSLY.
I know I'm not those smart-but-lazy ones that I said above, but seriously. Just because you're not smart enough, you get criticize and people think you're bad even though you're really not how they describe you to be. And those who're smart and they score well, they get praised and get list under the good girls/boys even though their personality is so damn bad. JUST BY ONE LOOK. Maybe not even look, just by hearing which school you're from.

FUCK YOUR LIFE, STOP JUDGING. DON'T BE PATHETIC. STOP BEING ARROGANT. STOP COMPARING.

Look down on me, I'll fucking prove you wrong. Mark my words.

NEONBELLS

2012-02-26T13:03:00.002+08:00

Hi sweethearts!!!!

Have you noticed that I've put up a new banner?! It's temporary though. Getting sick and tired of the previous one, the "no-banner-so-use-words-to-cover-the-blank-space" LOL! okay, I'm getting too far from the topic. :|

So,again! Have you notice the banner on top of this entry!?!?!?!?!!? Yupp, it's my newly opened blogshop!!!! (: Classifying it under the Preorder Blogshop cause' most of the things sold there are preoder. Which also means you have to wait wait and lastly wait.
1. Wait for the preorder to end.
2. Wait for the items to arrive. (about 1-3weeks)
3. Wait for me to mail out the items.
It's actually okay laa, not very long right? :| Things are also cheaper than those bulk orders + instock blogshop, just that their's, you don't have to wait.

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Cloudy day because I'm in a bad mood.

2012-02-24T18:18:00.007+08:00

Yet another wordy + meaningless post.
Stayed back to wait for Amelia to finish her PSL meeting and watched the Lunch Time concert in school yesterday. Basically, it's just something like those talent shows? Yupp. It's done at the foyer, so everyone would just crowd around. Damn cool, it's like when you go out, you see dancers or singers performing at a side of the road. You understand? Took a few videos, but I missed out one. :| still considering whether if I should upload it here because I have to upload it to youtube, and it'll take me damn long..

Went up to hall outside the bench and wait for Amelia. AND THAT FREAKING ZUL AND ROBERT BULLIED ME. Both of them kept on whacking me (softly) and Zul kept on pinching my cheeks! ): FINALLY FINALLY, Amelia was done at 4pm. Headed to Sabushi for lunch cum dinner. Their service is freaking bad and the same food keep appearing. Oh and their plate fucking dropped on me, they looked at me as if I made it drop and they didn't even apologise. wtf

Popular to buy my sketch book, pencils and Amelia's mahjong paper. Went to 3 shops to ask about Teresa's 2nd month present and finally ordered it from the 1st one. Paid a deposit and I'm gonna go collect on Monday or Tuesday. ~ (stop guessing, it's not a couple ring.) Went home, and sketched out Kristen Stewart. FAILED TERRIBLY, don't look like her at all, but whatever..

My iPhone camera ALWAYS makes my drawings have harsh edges and I hate it -___- so ugly..

Today

Sketched out a tree with my uni pin fine line, during my SS period because I was looking at the trees from the window and I was really bored.

Training. Victor left early and left us to train alone with the sec1s, Jieying and Sharmila. Got really fucked up, lost my temper and scolded one of my junior and my team mates in court. I freaking shouted and there's this awkward silence.. Okay laa, my bad. Was really in a bad mood after looking at my phone. I should know it myself that I must never ever bring my emotions into court.. I'm sorry guys.

Teresa's going back Indonesia tonight, or should I say later since it's less than an hour before she leaves. So yeah, we're not celebrating our 2nd month I guess. But I think it's okay..

So I'm planning to head to Daiso tomorrow to get some stuffs for my blog and for myself. Anyone free to accompany me? ): Amelia's in camp..

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Okay abrupt ending, but yeah, love you guys ♥

Fear or no courage.

2012-02-22T21:02:00.003+08:00

Random update. Open a new tab, come to my blog, and realize how dead it is. It's like only if I update this space, then my pageviews will increase, if normal days, it can go as low as 90 plus. "Seriously?!" sad to say, yes.. ): Don't worry, there wouldn't be any of my pictures today (or maybe there is.). Maybe you guys might be like "yayyyy, no need see her ugly face". Don't ask me why am I demoralizing myself lol.

Feel so tired in school today and I have totally no mood to do my art during my art period. I drew nonsense on the side of my art piece with light brown but I guess I can cover up with dark brown since that patch's supposed to be dark brown :/ Doing copy painting of Picaso's work. I act smart, and asked teacher to change the one she chose for me. Then I realized it was much much much harder.. ): I took like 2 periods (which is like 2hours) to complete only the head scarf, which is like 1/6 of the whole piece? Haven't done the idol distortion too! omg.. someone good in art, help me, please?

Oh yaa, you know there's a post I said I was reading this book "A Singapore Love Story" by Low Kay Hwa? At the end of book, there's summary of his other novels. Read it and it sounds interesting. I'll love the person forever if he/she buys me ALL. *hinting hinting* k laa, I'm just joking, but seriously. His books are awesome!

Random thing about me recently:

No confidence in myself recently. Totally no confidence. And very emotional. Like suddenly will cry for no reason or my heart will feel damn heavy kind. Don't think it's a good idea to elaborate much over here cause' there're "some people" that reads this space..

Now I'm sounding like those emo girls . But then again, when am I not emo?
Contridicting myself, but whatever. No idea what I'm talking right now.

Adopt A Blessing. ♡

2012-02-20T17:07:00.004+08:00

Cherith text me yesterday and requested me to blogged about this.
I'm not doing this only because she asked me to but also because I feel that these animals have the rights to feel loved too.

Then some people will start "Why not you adopt one?"
To be honest, I'm afraid of dogs and partly because my parents doesn't allow me to adopt or buy one. Cherith's parents doesn't allow her too. So the best we can do is spread this message. If you can't, be like us, help to spread this message. But bear this in mind, adopt not for the sake of adopting, not for fun, but you have to be responsible enough to take care of them. Anti pet abuse!

Website for Cherith's church's dog adoption website.(CLICKHERE)

SPCA, society for the prevention of cruelty to animals.(CLICKHERE)

Website with links of different pet adoption sites.(CLICKHERE)

Cherith have decided to go and donate to one or more of the organisations. It's okay if you can't, just spread the message like me! Simple? ♡♡♡

Social Studies Project

2012-02-20T16:19:00.002+08:00

I seriously need to think of a new "introduction" soon. The old one's getting boring. Eg. "hey! i'm back" Guess you guys will be like, "wtf?" -.-

Will be doing two blog post today because this is the update and the next one will be some kind of a topic? yupp. Decided to split it into two so it'll seem like I have more blog posts when I look back at my archives (hehe :b), and for some reason, 2 blog post looks like I blogged more often than one, so yeah ~ :/

So yesterday, Vicky, Apphia, Jingyi, Xiya and I decided to go to Amelia's house to start on our SS project. Mad, seriously because it's due today and we're only doing it yesterday. Ms Mak was being a bitch and didn't collect it today, wtf. -.-

P/S: it'll be mostly pictures of me because when they're doing research, I was busy camwhoring :/ but I did all the editing of the video okay!!!

Woke up pretty early, like 9.30am? Because I'm that afraid of being late again. Prepared and realise I have so much time left so I decided to.......... camwhore!

Met Vicky at my house void deck and walked to Nex to meet Amelia. Had KFC for brunch.

Amelia and I decided to eat the chocolate egg tart at KFC. First time trying okay! Because I have a feeling that it'll taste weird so I have not tried it till yesterday, like what if the chocolate's dark chocolate and it'll turn out bitter? FYI, I don't like dark chocolate! Milk chocolate FTW (L) But it turned out okay laa ~

They did their work at KFC while I continue reading my "A Singapore Love Story". Apphia came, followed by Jingyi and Xiya. Waited for Apphia and Vicky to finish their food and off we go to Amelia's house.
Took some pictures of the traffic on our way there because that's our topic, Traffic.

The "famous" duck mouth, lolwtf.

My lips cracked and bleed like mad because it was so damn dry in the air-conditioned room. ): pain like hell..

Her maid cooked dinner for us.
Continued with our project after that. Did voice over, kept on saying wrong words or laughing. Vicky and Apphia left first. We finally finished it at 8-9pm plus! Jingyi's dad gave me and Xiya a ride home! ^^

School was okay today. Slept during Chinese and SS. damn tired.. Came back straight away after school because Amelia has PSL meeting. ): Wanted to go to the North Zone's competition so badly, but nevermind..

Okay, that's all. Ciaos sweethearts!!!! (L)

DTF

2012-02-18T22:46:00.003+08:00

Hey cupcakes, I just reached home.

Recently I bought a book at the Popular. Actually if you do read famous blogger's blog, quite a lot of them blogged about it and kinda advertise for it, so you should know what book I'm talking about. Yupp.

Yupp, it's this book. (:
You know Popular the "Bestseller" poster? This is ranked 2nd! it's really awesome laa, everyone should buy and read it :D

So......

Had tuition and went Nex for dinner with Mummy at Din Tai Fung. ^^
We ordered quite a lot and didn't really finish it in the end. *guilty*

Ordered this because my spinach was out of stock ):
Swear this is damn gross. It's like pork slice with cucumber and crushed garlic. The garlic is okay, but the taste when you bite the pork and cucumber's damn gross -.- Didn't even finish it.

Bill was cheap, $40 plus.
Went to Cold Storage and walked around ~
Went to the donut shop near Burger King and bought donuts home! ^^ Leaving it for later, but swear I'm not gonna eat the strawberry one, hate strawberry -.-

Oh yaa, Mummy went to collect my heels for me at Bukit Gombak, tried it and walked all the way home with it. Damn comfortable! Most comfortable heels among all my others despite of the height. Guess I'll be wearing it out more often, say "hi" to the giant. hehe^^

Will be going to Amelia's house to do my SS project tomorrow. Bye loves ~ (L)

B'day and V'day ♥

2012-02-15T20:13:00.007+08:00

I'm back yoz!

(If you're awesome, you should know) My birthday was on Monday and Valentine's yesterday, so I'm gonna blog both in one post. Okay, I was totally joking for the first part, haha! Pictures up first, then I'll do the talking, hmm, or typing? O:

Baked by Rachel Nai! ♥

Pink Rose from QinEn and Ginett! ♥

I totally have no idea who gave this packet of sweets to me, because I was sitting at the edge and they passed it down, but still thanks! ♥

Stitch keychain and letter from Cassandra and Shanice! ♥

Wallet from Vicky and Apphia! ♥

Stitch cup from YenLing! ♥

Stitch iPhone cover and keychain from Amelia! ♥

So, went to school that day. People start wishing me "Happy Birthday" except for these few! ): evil?
Recess Amelia keep pulling me go buy drinks. Their acting seriously sucks! Swear! Went back to our usual seat and saw a crowd there with the cake and they start singing really loud, screamed and followed by the "back up" scream by some other guys in the canteen.
The picture do no justice for Rachel's cake! ): The colour looks more vibrant in real. ): But they're stupid enough to let me buy food, so end up, I couldn't finish my food. hehe :B

Lunch with Amelia, Apphia, Vicky, Tammy and Bernice. Slacked at "Black hole" and we tore up Bernice's Rose and made it into a heart shape! ^^ Met Baby after that, and yupp, that's all ~

Moving to Valentine's Day which is yesterday ~ Pictures first.

Chocolate baked by Girl Guides(her CCA) from Rachel Nai! ♥

Bookmark made by Ms Melinda! ♥

Valentine's gift for my darling! ♥
Crappy letter + nothing sweet in it, so please don't bother reading it lol! but I made everything myself okay! It was super last minute. :|

Cherith baked cookies and Ms Melinda (and her husband) did the bookmarks for the whole class, thank you!!
Lunch at Mac and walked around Nex awhile. Saw so many sweet couples, damn jealous okay!! ): Home to prepare after that.

I was late, so I cabbed down. In the end, she was later than me ._. Talked and home after that ~

That's about it, wishing everyone a belated valentine's! Love you all ~

Advance Birthday Celebration

2012-02-12T15:27:00.003+08:00

I'm back after not updating this space for quite some time.
This entry will be full of pictures, like over 100 I think. :|

Had a hard time editing all the pictures last night cause' I was damn tired, but I still finished it in the end. So please appreciate it okay! ):

enjoy ~

Met Vicky and Amelia at Serangoon MRT. Was planning to go Singapore Zoo but we changed our plans and headed to Underwater World instead.

Rachel couldn't come because she had something on. ):

Outfit
Top: Black Graffiti Tank Top from Bugis Street.
Bottom: Black Ripped shorts from COTTON ON.
Bag: Black Envelope Clutch.
Shoes: Black Platform Shoes from Mondo.

I don't need any of you to remind me how fat and chubby I am. T.T
Camera was totally not agreeing with my mirror yesterday and for some reason I THOUGHT blacknwhite would be better, but still...

Trained to Vivo and had Soup Spoon for lunch! ^^

And off we go to Underwater World ~

Pictures of Animals from here on wards will look super sucky because I didn't use flash..

Went to the touchpool and touched the stingrays. It's damn cool and addictive! Their skin feels like jelly. We were late for the dolphin show and we rushed there because of the stingrays. :/

I honestly think the sea lions will look much cuter if they're pink in colour.

Random buildings me and Amelia saw. Thought it was cool, so we took a picture of it. Haha!

If you can't figure out what the hell this is after staring for like 1 min, it's actually sharks.
Blame it on my lousy camera. :P

Hard a hard time taking pictures of them because they're so tiny and they move quite fast. I had to take a picture of them through the magnifying glass + extreme zoom in. But still blur ):

1st Attempt.

2nd Attempt.

3rd Attempt.

Amelia call this the half-cooked crab because the leg's red in colour, haha!

And in the middle of all that pictures these, here comes our pictures, LOL!

Went back to touch the stingrays because it's just that addictive. Vicky got tired, and she sat at the bench. Left my camera with her and she snapped some pictures of us touching the stingray.

Haters are gonna love this part because you all can finally see my humongous leg and leave hate comments on my formspring. But my fat leg's not the main point, it's us touching the stingrays! ^^ Oh well.

Oh and yeah, my humongous arm.

Amazingly enough, there wasn't any fishy smell on our hands. No correction, there wasn't even smell! Lol, k. Went to wash hands and Apphia called. So bought ice cream and went to take the tram~

Guess how much these two cones cost? $1 each? no. $2 each? no. $3 each? no. it's fucking $3.50 each. Which means $7 for both. Crazy.

Saw the sunset while walking back. ~

Rabbits and carrot at Vivo =^^=

Met Apphia and we had our dinner at Bei Shang Chuan. My treat :D

Lover's Cup ~

Taste something like ban mian. ^^

Total bill was $97.50, okay laa ~ (: Wanted to go Fruit Paradise, but it was closing. ): So went up to Sky Garden to look for Valda. LOL. We walked pass her at first and didn't know it was her! Then walk one big round and realise that was her. :|

Home after that.

Random update.

2012-02-06T22:08:00.002+08:00

"Picture from last year."

Don't ask me why am I blogging when I have nothing to blog at all. I just feel like it, and yeah, maybe some rantings? Yaa, like WHAT ELSE DO I DO OTHER THAN RANT RANT AND LASTLY RANT right?

Haven't been blogging as much as I used to in 2011, I guess?
What can I say other than pushing all the blame to my school? I have tons of work + art pieces to finish and I've been reaching home at around 5-6pm ever since school started. YES, in school. To do scoring for the volleyball matches.
3 art pieces to be done during my weekends. Crazy or what? I've already finished 1, shall finish the other two in class tomorrow.

Test, test, test, test.

Prepared to fail ALL. since I've already fail Science and Maths..

I've quite a lot of things to do actually. And I'm really quite stress nowadays. Not only because of school.. *uhmm..* teach me how to de-stress? Please? ):

Things I NEED to do.

- Improve on my English!
- Put in more effort in my art work!
- Go shopping to de-stress!
- Plan where to celebrate my birthday!
- STOP BEING SO HOT TEMPERED!

Okay, after typing the last one, I saw some stuffs, and I'm now pissed again. This time I'm only assuming cause' I can't contact bi right now and I'm not sure if it's her or not, but fuck you. Seriously, fuck you. Just get the fuck out of my world, and everything will be okay. Why must you keep on appearing? What's your fucking problem?
Respect yourself, and I will respect you. Slut.

Cunts

2012-02-01T21:27:00.002+08:00

Rants will be at the bottom of this entry so if you guys don't want to read it, just end off after my small update with lots of MY picture!

Camwhore craze!

Went down to find Bby at her school area and collected my heels. Dinner at Hot Tomato with Mummy. Yums~ Tried on the heels when I reached home, but it's too big! ): nevermind, I'll still wear it~

Don't want to see my pictures, you can end off here. (:

And finally, ranting starts now. You can leave if you're not interested in my rants.
I may sound mean and there'll confirm be vulgarities.

I've been spamming my timeline with all my scoldings recently.
And some immature acts like "settle" and what not. (I'm not the one who suggested it, I only agreed to it)

First person. Rachel TGLY. Yes, that day I pestered Teresa to bring me down to CB mac. When we were walking there, we happen to pass by your house, went to mac then went back to your house downstairs and ask you down. She did not bring me to your house on purpose. You blogged about it, and you were unhappy. I kept quiet and continue blogging. I said nothing negative about you at all. And yet you continue on Twitter. You insulted Teresa. I got mad, obviously. In the end, you acted like you're the victim because I went to the extent of imitating your pose in one of your recent pictures. Gabrielle said I 'bohlan' and 'humji' because I "didn't dare" mention her on Twitter. Woah.

Rachel, is gaining sympathy your hobby or job or something? That's all you ever do. From the day I knew you, till now. You've done lots of things that are actually indirectly asking people to pity you. C'mon, you're 16. Don't be immature. You want to start a quarrel, you continue all the way. Don't try to act like the victim when you're totally not.

Gabrielle, mind your own business. I have totally no problems with you till you start poking your nose into problems that involves me. You tried to insult me, but failed. I don't have guts just because I didn't mention you? Woah, when you tweeted that, did you mention me? So much of having lots of guts.

Quarreled with Mary yesterday on Twitter without mentioning each other. Because I tweeted something very common that many people have in their life. She thinks it's her and started indirectly replying me. New one today. Amelia tweeted something and she named out Gabrielle, Rachel and Mary, and I retweeted it. Mary mentioned me asking where am I not happy, and she decided to 'settle' this. LOL. We text. From where we're unhappy about each other, can quarrel till I have thick makeup and stuffs. What's wrong with changing my face features? My face or yours?
"I never did have a good impression of people with thick make up on."
"Haha well in terms of keeping my face natural in probably better."
"Nope. I'm just insulting those who look SO completely different when their make up is removed :)"

And she goes on insulting people who puts on thick makeup that changes how they look and those who did plastic surgery?

So now tell me what's wrong with having thick makeup? What's wrong with changing yourself to look better?
RT @JessCHM: "I'd rather be fake but presentable in this society than be natural yet ugly."

Please make sure you look all natural during your wedding. But oh wait, would anyone marry someone like you, Mary? (:

There's much more, but I think I'm ending this entry now. Don't want it to look too wordy.
So ciaos.

Love you guys still ♥

I love Hong Kong.

2012-01-29T14:38:00.005+08:00

Hey! Went out with my crazy girl yesterday.
It was kinda awesome till the last part though, because I suddenly miss her so much. ):

Woke up at 7.30 for tuition. Was suppose to be like 1 and a half hour, but I was tired+sick, so I asked Mummy to change to 1hour. ^^
Swensen's for breakfast with Mummy and got some stuffs from Guardian.
Got my Liese Smooth Hair Cocktail there.

(Picture from GOOGLE)

This product is AWESOME!
Because Baby kept playing with my hair yesterday and said it was smoother than normal~ ^^ happy girl k!
Love it because it's the spray kind so it won't be oily like those gel or liquid kind (:

They should make lift mirrors clearer..
Agree?

Top: Tiger Tank Top from Bugis. $15
Bottom: Black Ripped Shorts from Cotton On $30-40+
Bag: 2 Way Brown Bag from FEP $15
Shoes: Brown Boots from FEP $15-$20

Went down to Nex Gift Greetings and got the present. Stuff the notes inside and off to AMK Hub ~

Walked around Hub and got our tickets for "I love HongKong 2012". Went out of Hub because she've been pestering me to go out ever since I reached Hub, lol. Settle down and she opened the present and read the notes. She kept on laughing and smiling, and "I got ... meh? I got ... meh?" super annoying!

Went back hub and saw her school mates, irritating -.-

Movie was awesome and there's a few sick scences. But we did have quite a good laugh! ^-^
Went to Mac for dinner.

Pester her to bring me down to CB mac. Took quite a long time to find though. :|
Went there, but #R's not there, sian. Went to her house downstairs, and called her down, but she rejected me! ): sad life I have!

Went back Hub and bus down to Serangoon.
Slack under the usual block we always meet at. Sat on the same chair ^^ closest. (L)
Had some h2h talk with her and she became emo! ):
After she was fine, it was my turn. :| Send her to MRT at 11.30pm, but she kept coming back after walking a few steps away (L)

Home after that. Bathed, on my lappy and could only tahan for 1hour. ): Went to bed and collapsed straight away.

Ending this post with a little rants.

Blog views have been decreasing, and I'm really sad about it. Don't run away, ): I'm just busy with my school work and I have hardly any time to go out on weekdays. I'll try to put in more effort in blogging, come back okay? ):

Love you guys (L)

Happy One Month.

2012-01-26T20:02:00.002+08:00

As you can see from my blog title, yes. Reach one month already. (: Actually it's yesterday, I'm a little late yaa ._. Will talk about it later, some pictures first. Only a few food pictures, but didn't take until our beef noodle ): make you all hungry a bit? hehe

Had Maths test today, and it was HORRIBLE. I was stunt when I look at the first question. It's like a stranger that's smiling and waving at me. I scribble nonsense on the paper and went to sleep. Got woke up a couple of times. Pretty sure I'll fail the test.. ): POA was sucky, as usual. We complaint about Doggy Teo, so today the HOD came in to like look at how our lesson's like. And guess what?! Doggy Teo changed into another person, he didn't scream at us and he played quiz, WOW. -.- He gave a test and said he told us last week, which he didn't. He's too old..

Went 来来牛肉面 with Amelia for lunch after watching a little of the Softball match for the girls that's held in our school. ^^ They were awesome! Nice try girls, you guys will do better for the next match.

Saw Justin and Don at KFC, talked a little and went to walk around Nex. Settle down at Dessert Story for some dessert and Rachel came to find us. Bought Milk Pudding, and it taste damn sucky! DON'T EVER BUY MILK PUDDING FROM THEM. It's like harder than normal pudding and it taste super powdery and gross.. Send them to bus stop and homed~

Met my crazy girl at 7.45pm last night and yeah, she gave me a Stitch for our one month. Didn't celebrate, just slack around my house are as usual. My moodswing swing till super low and I find things quarrel with her. WTF right? I'm mad. Gave her a note and send her to MRT. Scared I can't finish the one month present before Saturday.. I think can't sia.. ): Should I change it?

Ciaos sweetheart. Formspring's at the sidebar yo, ask me question, leave hate comments, whatever! Just keep it alive. (L)

We Not Naughty.

2012-01-22T13:56:00.002+08:00

Hey yo, I'm back. Like finally, with a proper entry.
Blog views decreasing drastically, and YES! I am sad about it. ): Come back laa.......... ):

So yesterday,

last minute went to prepare to meet friends for CNY shopping, cause' I HAVEN'T GOT MY CLOTHES, WOAH~ Luckily it wasn't as awkward as I expected it to be because I'm not very close with Yeow Chuan or maybe I should say I have never talked to him before in school and the two other guys, except for Kian Swee that came later.
Cab down to Francine's house to fetch her and down to AMK hub. The air-con in the taxi like spoil, because I was wearing my brown boots, and my feets were sweaty! ): Damn uncomfortable.

Met Venessa, Yeow Chuan, Darryl and Terrence at "My Dessert House", but went off to get my stud with Francine. Went back there, and they were gone. Venessa came to find us while the guys went to Toah Payoh to take money. As for us, we went back to "My Dessert House" to have our lunch ~ ^^ Actually, the food there's not bad [:

After that, trained to Bugis to meet the guys ~ Walked around Bugis and got Yeow Chuan and Francine's clothes ~ Then to Illuma to buy tickets for "We Not Naughty", 3rd time watching it already! omg. First time was with BK, second was with my crazy girl, and yesterday was the third time since they haven't watched it yet.

(Venessa's fingers)

While waiting for the movie to start, we went to Marble Slab to chill and have ice cream! ^^ Got myself the Swiss Chocolate + Walnuts! it's awesome but it melts super fast.

Slack there, and we were playing our iPhone games. Then Yeow Chuan and Venessa start using my camera to zoom in and take lots of Francine's unglam. Won't post it up or else Francine confirm angry, but it's funny though! :|

Went to watch the movie, and met Kian Swee after that. ~ The girls and guys went separate ways to get our clothings. Venessa got hers and I got mine! But only 3, and it's all black and white! ): Most of the shops are close..

Trained to Outram with Francine and Kian Swee. Alighted at Serangoon with Kian Swee, and he walked me back to my house and realise there's no more bus! HAHA! So he have to cab to his friend's house. Sorry laa ~

Some bad things happen last night between me and her. She have been spamming my inbox since last night, and I still don't know if I should reply.. Hurts a lot, and I don't know how to describe that feeling when she told me everything..

Updates ~

2012-01-19T21:44:00.002+08:00

School have been busy busy and lastly, busy.

Went down to Yck to look for my crazy girl after her training. Had a super great time, even though we only slack at the playground near her school ^^ And finally, YES FINALLY, took a picture with her. Left at 10plus.

Yesterday had match with Bukit Merah and we won ^^ happy ~ Was a bit shock that coach put me and Yenling in instead of Yueling and Ziying. But still, okay laa. Quite okay (: Dinner at mac and met crazy girl there. Walk around Serangoon with her and slack at a fitness corner. ~

That's about it laa. (: So yeah, I'll blog a proper entry as soon as I go out again ~

New clothes for a new year!

2012-01-15T21:26:00.002+08:00

Sponsored Advertorial

Hey guys, remember I mentioned on my previous post that I'll be doing an advertorial today? yupp, so here I am! I rushed home to do this, and that's why I didn't have make up on. Don't complain about my bare face okay! ): It's not the main point, the clothes is the main point ~

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She's super efficient and friendly! She mailed out the item next day after I confirm my order with her. And I received it the day after she mailed out! (When I'm not even a paying customer! wtf x100000)

P/S: Good news at the bottom, but still must read everything hor!

Super in love with this piece. Firstly, the material is soft until cannot soft kind. Second, I'm in love with the tie dye effect. Third, I'm in love with their babydoll cut.
Perfect for a pinic, a day at the beach or any other day since it looks so casual and cheerful!
This colour is left with the last piece, so hurry click onto their website and purchase it! They have it in blue + pink too, but it's sold out ):

Isn't this piece sweet? Available in white + black and coral + black. But sad thing is the coral + black ones are all sold out ):

Bored of singlets? Try this! Too low or too high? No worries, straps are adjustable! ^^

Is this Tea Time Shorts in Chestnut Brown cute or what?! Can't take my eyes off it! Pair it with a plain tank top or t-shirt, and you're good to go ~

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Finally, an entry with pictures.

2012-01-14T11:09:00.003+08:00

Saw the title? YES, FINALLY!

I was so excited that I upload the pictures straight from my phone to my private blog when I was outside, and when I reach home, I went straight to blogger! APPRECIATE THIS ENTRY OKAY?! ): but it'll be short though.. :|

So last night, at around 10.45pm? Went to NTUC to get some CNY things with mummy, and some of my own things ^^ I took a picture of my bare face, COMPLETELY BARE. Not even contacts. ):

Wasn't expecting a crowd, but when we reach there, the whole place was packed! had to literally squeeze in every aisle. Mum grabbed her CNY things, and I grab what I want ^^

LOVES

Had tuition just now, and went for breakfast at Swensen's with mummy. After that, she went to Balestier and I went to Watsons (Nex) to get some makeup! ^^ There's discounts at Watsons right now! ^^

P/S: Prices shown below are before discounted price.

Some random Japanese brand of lower lashes place together with Dolly Wink's because Dolly Wink ran out of the one I wanted.. ): $7

CanMake Cover & Stretch Concealer UV $18.50

CanMake Shading Powder $22.90

CanMake UV White Clear Essence Base $ 19.90

ZA Jazzy Bubble Pink Retropop Collection (2 for $50) I got two boxes, which contains 2 foundation, 1 retropop limited edition case and 1 pouch in each box. One box is $33.50 anyw. (Serangoon Central's Watsons)

Total spend was $105.90

Must stop spending money on makeups already because I haven't shop for clothes yet! OMG.. Guess I'll be heading to Bugis next Sat to get some clothes? (: Yupp. Advertorial will be up tomorrow so you guys can quickly get clothes from her at cheap prices before CNY! ^^

That's all, bye!! ^^

My passion.

2012-01-12T19:42:00.004+08:00

Hi, I'm back.

Feeling super sian because again, I have no pictures and anything to blog about. School have been really busy, no time to go out after school at all.. )': fail in maintaining this blog, sigh.. So, I'm just gonna blog about some things about school?
Hope you guys can see I'm trying my best to find a topic to blog about.

Oh yeah, and to apologise for all these, I'll be doing an advertorial for a blogshop soon, readers will have discounts (: and don't worry, they're super efficient, so I think you'll get your items before Chinese New Year provided if they give me the details soon ~ (:

So as you guys know, I took art for my coursework. And my 1st topic is, portraiture. And the artist we're gonna "copy" is Affandi. Below is a video of his artwork ~

"In the 1950s, Affandi began to create expressionistic paintings. Carrying the First Grandchild (1953) was the piece that marked his newfound style: “squeezing the tube.” Affandi paints by directly squeezing the paint out of its tube. He came across this technique by accident, when he intended to draw a line one day. As he lost his patience when he sought for the missing pencil, he applied the paint directly from its tube. The resulting effect, as he found out, was that the painting object appeared more alive. He also felt more freedom to express his feelings when he used his own hands, instead of a paint brush. In certain respects, he has acknowledged similarities with Vincent van Gogh.
As a renowned artist, Affandi participated in various exhibitions abroad. Besides India, he has also displayed his works in the biennale in Brazil (1952), Venice (1954), and won an award therein), and Sao Paolo (1956). In 1957, he received a scholarship from the United States government to study the methods of arts education. He was appointed as Honorary Professor in Painting by Ohio State University in Columbus in the United States. In 1974, he received an honorary doctorate from University of Singapore, the Peace Award from the Dag Hammarskjoeld Foundation in 1977, and the title of Grand Maestro in Florence, Italy."

- Information by Wikipedia

Yeah, we have to use his "scribble" technique on our art piece, and I'm going crazy already. We have to draw straight with oil pastels, no pencils no whatever. I drew, look, and put it a side, take a new piece and draw again, and the cycle repeats.

First look a bit scary, but I think he got famous because of the lines he use in his art pieces.

So we're suppose to use this picture as inspiration and draw out something like this. Distorted but still must see until the face. Layering. Lines lines lines and more lines. Anyone in art/good in art wants to help me? ): I really need some help. Please? ):

Rants rants rants

2012-01-09T19:02:00.005+08:00

Same old usual rants about my relationship, just skip it if you don't want to read. Because this the only place I can really rant everything out to.. I'm so sorry for not posting up a proper post. DIDN'T GO OUT = NO PICTURES.. sigh.. failure.. )':

I won't call her Baby here anymore, feel so weird. Shall name her crazy girl ~
Just wanna apologise to her for my attitude recently. She have suffered too much I think. It's like I can be talking nicely to her now, and the next moment, I start to give her attitude or I would find things to quarrel with her. (not that I want to..)

Insecurities acting up I guess? What's more she's so popular among the girls and always surrounded by them. I get mad jealous when she talks or text any other girls. Even if they're just classmates, team mates or just pure friends. Jealousy kills. I start to get irritated and get angry at her. Surprised that she can tolerate my nonsense for so long though..

Few days ago, I quarreled with one of her team mates. It all started out that I was scolding her ex (#R) on Twitter, but one thing is that I DID NOT MENTION NAMES. So apparently, #R was smart enough to know that I'm referring to her, she then told my crazy girl's team mate. She fucken imitate me. -'- Whatsapp, quarreled a little. And yaa. Still a little pissed off by this but forget it, crazy girl will really go crazy if I quarrel with them again.

She even stop contacting #R. I'm evil laa, I know. I even wanted to stop her from contacting any other girls, but I won't. I don't want to tie her down like so much.

Things have not been good for us these few days because basically, I've been texting her with super cold messages. She's hurt. She cried. I felt really bad okay! ): wait, not "felt", because I'M STILL FEELING BAD ABOUT IT. we somehow say most of the things we wanna say last night, (the cause of being unable to wake up early today!) and I guess we're a little better now, and that's good! ^^ I'm trying to control my temper and trust her.

NOTE TO SELF: stop being so paranoid, stop being over sensitive, TRUST HER.

We're meeting up tomorrow for a movie *usual routine*, wishing tomorrow will come faster cause' I haven't seen her for quite a long time already, and I miss her like a lot especially this period of time cause' we were like having cold war or something? Is one sided counted as cold war? hmm..

And every time we meet, things get a little better after that. (:

"sometimes, i rather not feel anything at all, like totally emotionless. because every time when i get too happy, something bad will happen and ruin everything. i'm tired of feeling like this. it hurts so much." - aikiko

How can I move on, when I'm still in love with you?

2012-01-07T23:36:00.005+08:00

The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved

Going back to the corner
That I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleepin' bag
I'm not gonna' move
Got some words on cardboard
Got your picture in my hand
Sayin' if you see this girl
Can you tell her where I am

Some try to hand me money
They don't understand
I'm not broke.
I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense,
But what else can I do?
How can I move on..
When I'm still in love with you

Cos if one day you wake up
And find that you're missin' me
And your heart start to wonder
Where on this earth I could be
Thinkin' maybe you come back
To the place that we meet
And you'd see me waitin' for you
At the corner of the street

I'm not movin'
I'm not movin'

Policeman says
"Son you can't stay here"
I said
"There's someone I'm waiting for
If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground,
Even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind
This is the first place she will go

Cos if one day you wake up
And find that you're missin' me
And your heart start to wonder
Where on this earth I could be
Thinkin' maybe you come back

To the place that we meet
And you'd see me waitin' for you
At the corner of the street

I'm not movin'
I'm not movin'
I'm not movin'
I'm not movin'

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous
As the man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to
But you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
Cos you know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved

Cos if one day you wake up
And find that you're missin' me
And your heart start to wonder
Where on this earth I could be
Thinkin' maybe you come back
To the place that we meet
And you'd see me waitin' for you
At the corner of the street

Cos if one day you wake up
And find that you're missin' me
And your heart start to wonder
Where on this earth I could be
Thinkin' maybe you come back
To the place that we meet
And you'd see me waitin' for you
At the corner of the street

Goin' back to the corner where
I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleepin' bag
I'm not gonna move

Lyrics from MetroLyrics

Ms Melinda played this song for us on Friday.
Out with Bk today to Vivo. For your information, we're just friends. If you're still having the "stead already" or whatever, grow up laa k? That's all. (: Lunch at The Soup Spoon, watched Flying Swords Of The Dragon Gate, ate tarts at Fruits Paradise and dinner at The Mussel Guys. TeaDot at Nex for a drink ~

Updates.

2012-01-06T21:35:00.002+08:00

I know I've not been blogging for like a week or so?

This time, I SWEAR, it's not that I don't want to blog. It's because I have no idea on what to blog. I've been staying back in school and all, so what's there to blog? Reached home, on my lappy, go to my blog and stare at the same entry, I also will sian ley.. ): Please forgive forgive forgive me. I want to blog often too. But school have already started, and it's the first week, which also means it's gonna be B U S Y, so no one will be willing to go out with me after school. Sad life I have, I know. #foreveralone
So I'll just blog about random things I guess? (: In point form and a small "description?" yeap ~

- I drop out from Shatec.
Because I'm in sec3 this year, I don't want to miss my lessons on every Monday. Surprising woah, I know.. And a few other reasons. Like, it starts at 9am every Monday and ends at 5-6pm. It's at Bukit Batok, in case you don't know.. Which means I have to leave Serangoon at 7.30am? What's the difference from going to school!? Jeans and t-shirt, I have less than 5 t-shirts at home, so I have to keep repeating. Ohmygosh, like no money buy clothes.. -.- 3hrs theory and 4-5hours of standing in the kitchen.. Then squeeze in the train(peak hour) and travel all the way back to Serangoon..

- I'm paying attention in E.Maths and Chemistry!!!!
These two subjects, I hate the most and do the worse in.. But yet, I'm paying attention and writing down notes. Oh yaa, anyw both are the same teacher. Reason being, she's strict but fun to be with and have her ways to let us pay attention WILLINGLY. If you're from Punggol Sec, you should know her. She transferred to Peicai this year ~ Her name's Siti Aisha a.k.a Ms Aisha.

- Chompchomp!
Chompchomp for dinner yesterday with Amelia, Baby, Nai(Rachel), Apphia and Vicky. Played volleyball at the top of My Village but guard later told us we're not allowed to play ): Gossip a lot, and we squeeze into Nai's car for a ride to Serangoon MRT. Slack with Baby till 11pm, then home! ^^

- I got voted for being the Vice-Chairman in class.
WHATDA'FUCK!? Yaa, I KNOW RIGHT, shuddup. I was sabo-ing Kianswee, he sabo-ed me back and yayyyyyy, my votes were higher than his. Crazy shit. But yaa, there's two. So most of the work's done by Xin Rong. :| I'm not bullying her, swear. It's not a tiring job? Just take class diary, get teachers to sign it and put back into office, done!

That's all I guess? Maybe there's more but I can't remember. :| Short and wordy post, but I tried my best to update a little about me throughout this one week? (:

Anyw, this week was hard. I'll be more busy for the upcoming days, weeks and even months. This week was busy because of the preparation for CCA orientation which was today. Quite successful ^-^ Bag's gonna be heavy because of Art, Chem, Maths and all those subjects. Starting to bring textbooks already and I haven't got myself a locker. South Zone competition starting next next week. And our class is in charge for this year's National Day celebration. Woah. Quite easy, for me at least ^^

Omg, I'm like telling you guys my schedule. :| okay laa, I'm ending here, quite boring though..

UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE.

2012-01-01T16:45:00.004+08:00

Hey cupcakes!

I'm finally blogging about my trip to USS on Friday. yayyyyyyy ~ (lol).

Met Vicky and Apphia at my house downstairs at 7.30. First thing they said was, "wah, I never see you wear so casual before!". Forgot to take the bag I'm lending Amelia, went back to take. Serangoon MRT to meet the guys and Amelia. ^^ We didn't take a lot of group photos with the mascot and statues because our group's too big and we were busy playing ~
I look extremely chubby that day -.-

Admit it, I rock black and white! ^^

Took the tram (is that what you call it?) from Vivo.
The reason for the last picture above was actually because the tram was in pink! But that women spoiled the whole picture! T.T she knew I was taking picture lo.. -.-

Reached and we went to buy tickets for the entrance. A guy came towards us and offered us one entrance ticket and a 10% discount USS voucher for $50. Wen Jie bought from him. Thought he was a scammer or something, so we went to ask the staffs to scan the ticket, and IT CAN BE USE!!! yayyy~ Are we lucky or what!?

Waiting for the gates to be open ~~~~~
First stop, Sci-Fi City - Transformer! ^^

Next, Battlestar Galactica, Cylon first. Also known as the blue track, which is the scarier one. I admit laa, I'm kinda scared to take. Same goes to Kian Swee, but he act say he not scared, HAHA! forever this pattern!
Sitting arrangement.
Ivan - KianSwee - Gary
Amelia - Me - WenJie
RyanHo - Apphia - Vicky - ZhaoHe

Next, Ancient Egypt. Love the whole place! As in the designs. (L) Revenge of the Mummy, but we gotta rent a locker first. And the whole locker place was packed like hell! Was so glad that it's air conditioned inside, because I was already perspiring like mad. The guys scared us when we're walking in. -'-

We went back to Sci-Fi City, cause' they wanted to take Battlestar Galactica, Human. Vicky was feeling dizzy, so I accompanied her and we went to buy ice cream! The weather was seriously killing us!

Went to The Lost World, but we went out very soon because the rides there didn't really interest us alot. And because of that, we didn't got to watch the live water show at WaterWorld. So we went to Far Far Away and caught the Shrek 4D Adventure. And lunch at Goldilocks. And after lunch we took the Enchanted Airways.

Madagascar next, they took the King Julien's Beach Party-Go-Round. I didn't take it, and Vicky accompany me this time. Hate taking merry go round, -.-

A Crate Adventure next. Thought it'll be a boring boat ride, but it was kinda fun though! ^^
After that, we went to Hollywood, and saw this band performing I guess? Omg, the black hair angmoh damn hot! And all of them wink at us too! One by one ley!!! So cute! One of them still gave us a goodbye flying kiss, haha!!

Isn't he hot!?!!??!?! hehe

Saw a Joker at New York, he's damn scary. I swear!!

Went to the cafe beside Transformer to chill while some of the guys went to play Cylon again.

Crap a lot and the whole place was full of our laughters! Took a crappy video of Amelia, I'm not inside but you can hear my voice. BUT I'm not sure if I should upload it, hmm..

If you're wondering what is that white thing, it's actually receipts. Haha, we were too bored, so we played with them. CAN YOU FREAKING TELL HOW BORED ARE WE WHILE WAITING FOR THE OTHER GUYS?!

The guys finally came back and we went out to watch the road show? I guess. We got sprayed water by the penguins! ): Ryan gave Apphia something and left with Gary, Yixiang and Ivan.
Took group photo with the remaining guys and took the last ride. Transformers. ^^

The boys left for Yishun and we went to The Soup Spoon to eat! ^^ nom nom. Saw fire works through the glass panels!
After that, went to sky garden to talk a little, and headed home at 11 plus.

Yesterday,
I thought I would be staying home the whole day despite so many people asking me out like Fiona, Daryl and Amaryllis. Rejected them cause' mood wasn't very good. Didn't expect Baby will ask me out suddenly. Met her at 10pm. She was usually late for half an hour, but yesterday, she reach at 10.15pm, earlier than me. O.O Things didn't really got any better for us.

She drank. She lied on me and hug me from the back. She smashed bottles, and gave me a hug when I chase up with her. Cried on her shoulder.

Not sure if things got better, but she got a little drunk. Home at 1am. She was being emotional last night but we're alright now. (L)
Baby, iloveyou! ^^

Oh and yaa, happy new year to everyone! ^^

Hearing an old song and suddenly you remember every memory ever associated with it.

2011-12-29T22:38:00.003+08:00

Haven't been going out recently. Went down to Zhonghua Primary with team mates today and yesterday, and played with the kids there. Some are super cute while the others are damn annoying! Yesterday, Chung Cheng High(yishun) sec1 boys came. Played 2 matches with them, won one, lost one. ~ FUN YOU KNOW YOU KNOW YOU KNOW?! Today, Rui Jia, Don, and two other Junior went back Zhonghua too. Played with them, but not as fun as the match with Chung Cheng ): nevermind ~

Had a HUGE quarrel with Baby yesterday.. )': felt damn super bad cause' I didn't trust her and stuffs, with a pinch of my mood swing, even more jialat. :| Cried like a crazy bitch last night, but we're fine now. Actually we today also a bit cmi, but at the end of the day, we'll still be alright. Just afraid she'll bueytahan me soon.

OMG, I'm blogging with SINGLISH. So sorry! ):
USS with Amelia, Apphia, Vicky, KianSwee, ZhaoHe, RyanHo, Ivan, WenJie, Yixiang and one more guy. Pray hard that tickets will still be available. ): And please, don't rain! Wanted to wear my brown boots, but nah, later it gets wet and spoil how?! ):

So, if you're there tomorrow, PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE say Hi to me! Okay? Promise? Okay laa, crappy entry, so bye loves ~ (L)

Merry Christmas! hohoho

2011-12-26T18:27:00.002+08:00

As you can see (if you even bother noticing..) I've changed my blog URL. Wanted to change to aikikoveronztt.bs.com, BUT! I think I used it in my another blogger account, and I totally forgot the email and password. ): Sad for me.. So my blog URL now, it mean "Aikiko's" not plural form of Aikiko okay!? Don't get me wrong! :|

So how did you guys spent your Christmas yesterday? ^^ Mine was pretty awesome I guess? (:

Was actually planning to sleep till evening, use my laptop till morning and go to sleep again. But Francine called me at noon and asked me out ~ So I met her at 3. And the first thing she said when she saw me was, "BARBIE DOLL!". CRAZY! Trained to Orchard. Train was damn pack, everyone was squeezing. I went in first, and before Francine can come in, the door closed. ): So met her at Orchard MRT instead. She was complaining that I ruined her happiness because her handsome guy walked a different way as me. Crazy girl!!

Walked down to Far East Plaza. Bought Old Chang Kee and went up to find Angel's shop. Took quite long to find when it's actually just in front of the escalator. :x After that, I saw a brown boots. Super chio! ): But Francine was saying it's ugly and stuffs. So we went other shop to find my boots cause my shoes were killing me. ): Blame it on my ankle socks.. In the end, we went back. Wanted to buy that pair, but sadly they don't have my size. ): I'm a size 39 anyw, in case any of you want to buy a pair of shoes for me. JOKING LAA!!!! ^^

So bought another pair, and change straight away. Went to Talisman, and bought my bag. My TBS's self manufactured tote bag don't suit my outfit yesterday~ Felt so much better after changing both ^^

Oh yaa, I tried on Michelle Phan's evil red riding hood make up yesterday. Can see? I think not, cause' I totally failed. ): but at least, I have my RED checkered boyf tee! ^^ Do I even look evil enough? ): Crazy me, it's Christmas and I want to look like an evil red riding hood.

Went in Angel's shop and slack. Sat there and took pictures. ~ Wasn't much of a celebrate, just somehow.. hmm.. out with friends? yupp ^^

Want to see my new pink lens? Actually nothing new laa, I found it on my dressing table, must be my last time customer buy already and never collect. BUT I paid for her first okay, so which also means, I bought it!
Okay laa, deng deng deng deng ~

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Still prefer my brown lens ~

Hannar hannar, fat laa.

Most are Francine Foo's camwhore ~ ENJOY!

Accompanied Angel to eat dinner for her break. Wanted to have KFC for dinner, but the whole place was packed! ): So headed to EAT to eat. HAHA! So funny! Don't you find it amusing? :B

Headed to Taka after dinner with Francine. She got her Nike water bottle and stationary. She did 3 embarrassing things when getting her Nike bottle, haha! Even the two stuffs were laughing. :/

Cine next to get my presents for main 6. (L) super budget, but damn cool. At least I think damn cool laa! ): Will only post what I bought for them after giving ~ Look around, and found nothing for Baby. ): We did some "INTERESTING" thing before we left, waste of time!!!! Don't think Francine wants me to say it out. Nex next, and I finally got my present for Baby at the Disney shop beside Isetan. :D Met Baby and sent Francine to interchange. Then we realise the person gave Baby the wrong tickets. So watched "Mission Impossible" 11.50pm time slot. 2nd row. Was shivering in the cinema, and Baby was keep using her hand to cover my mouth, disturbing sia! kidding (L) homed at 3am sharp. Surprise that mummy never scold me! ^^

Okay, I'm ending! Love you guys!

Volleyball camp!!

2011-12-24T20:40:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not blogging for 1 2 3 4 days ): I was at camp!

This camp was rather slack, I THINK laa. And mostly about training training and lastly training. :/ so let's start! (:

21st Dec,

Woke up early, pack some things that I haven't pack and met Amelia at basketball court. Went to school together and had friendly with Punggol. Was damn off that day, ): sigh.. Pictures are not taken by me ~~~

Mr Yeo and Belinda! (:

Had break, so after lunch (anyw we had chicken rice!) we went back classroom. Slack slack, and had training. After that, played some games, tired max, cause' we were running around the parade square. ): Dinner after that, fried rice and sambal kang kong! ~ Went back classroom, and some of them went down to bathe while some of us stayed in class and gossiped. ^^ they took damn long, I think 1 hour plus? We took like 45-1hour only! Went back the room and just gossiped all the way and go to sleep because we're too tired. But I only fall asleep at 4am..

22nd Dec,

Trained, then lunch. Had Nasi Lemak ~ Then played volleyball with my girls, Mr Hong, Mr Yeo and another guy from NPCC. Went to use Twitter, and mood totally went down. Very very down. Almost cried, but I didn't. They went to play some games, and I said my leg hurt so I didn't want to play.. Ms Tan came, kept on persuading me go play. In the end, I went to sat beside them. No difference from me sitting on the bench lo.. Slept awhile at the bench after their game and went up Indoor Sports Hall. Trained. Went back class slack and wait for Jie Ying and Sharmila to come. Went they reached, we lock the door and off all the lights. Then Belinda went to scare them. Sad that Zi Ying, Siti and Amirah couldn't make it ): Went down for dinner. Pelican pizza, yayyy ^^ Bathed, and watch videos of the friendly on Wed with Ms Tan and Mr Yeo. Then another video that coach lend us. (:

Soon, everyone fell asleep. I heard a unlocking door sound. Then the door slowly open. I thought Jie Ying came back, but no one came in. Then I heard laughters. Woke Belinda up, and she said there's nothing and she went back to sleep. ): Heard Yilin's voice. So actually it was Yilin that laughed -.-! scare me! She woke Simin up to go close the door and got scolded by her. HAHA! Yilin asked me to sleep beside her cause' she's very scared too. Ran beside her and guess what Belinda mention me on Twitter? "@Aikikoveronztt Fuck you come back sleep now I scared can!" "@Aikikoveronztt COME BACK TT" In the end, she came and sleep beside us. She called Kelvin and I called Sweetheart. ): Jie Ying came up herself and help us close the door. So sweet of her please!! (L) Text Sweetheart and in the fell asleep :/

23rd Dec,

Pack our things and brought our things to ISH. Friendly with Macpherson. Was okay~~ After that, "lucky draw" for all of our presents! ^^ Then Shabu-sushi with Amelia, Apphia, Wanxin, Yenling and Jiaying. They left after that, went to black hole's staircase with Amelia to slack and met Sweetheart. Send Amelia to bus stop and we went to walk around Serangoon. Almost don't know how go back sia. :/ Home at 10 plus ~ :D

From Apphia.

From Yenling.

From Vicky.

From Sharmila.

From Bernice.

From Jie Ying.

Card and stitch from Shanice.

Amelia say hers will be delayed. Mine also will be delayed. Hehe, ps! Happy Christmas Eve and Merry Christmas in advanced! (:

I have nothing to do............

2011-12-19T01:28:00.002+08:00

Mad of me to be blogging at this timing. But I have nothing to do, so I'm gonna rant random things here. As you all know (if you read my blog in the evening..), I baked RAINBOW CUPCAKES! I still can't control my excitement whenever I mention RAINBOW CUPCAKES. lol! So some stupid irritating moron came to my formspring and made a fool out of herself. Okay, I THINK it's her, but I cannot 100% confirm. maybe just 98%? hmm.. Idc, just taking it as it's her ~

"Lame. People make rainbow cupcakes you also make. Anyway, you got the turquoise color, but I saw the photo it's coloring the coloring you also never take the color. I think the cupcakes you showed us is not you make one lor. You copycat ah?"

Okay, I don't really understand what is she talking. But if she's saying that she don't see any turquoise food colouring, it's because I put a very little amount of blue food colouring, and the batter turn out to be turquoise -.- Orange was made by 8 drops of yellow and 4 drops of red. And the one that looks like dark blue/indigo (which was suppose to be purple), was made by 8 drops of blue and 4 drops of red. Am I that free or rich to spent 50 bucks in NTUC, take pictures for ALMOST all the steps and then in the end go and rip pictures from the internet, claiming I did it? Oh my gosh, what the hell is wrong with you? Seriously. Or are you plain jealous that my cupcakes turn out better looking than yours? That I pass on my presentation and you didn't cause' yours look like some horrible inedible FOOD? Or is it that my cupcakes look too presentable that it looks like it's from the internet? THANK YOU SO MUCH. -___-

Okay, enough rants about that ~ I know it myself that I did it. ^^

THIS PICTURE IS THEN FROM THE INTERNET YO.

So another one, about the #AaronTan "craze" all over the internet. Youtube, Twitter, Facebook etc. etc. and it even got up the news. Wow. After the #Hosehboh thing, every single teen that went up on stomp, confirm 100% guarantee plus chop will go up on the newspaper. Sigh..

Actually, I kinda 佩服 (admire, I think?) #AaronTan. He's doing all these for one thing, to save his relationship. Which guy will do such a thing? I'm not siding #AaronTan nor am I siding Nina. I just realised Nina is one of my Facebook friend when I was trying to go find her account on Facebook after seeing the #AaronTan video. In case you guys don't know, Nina is #AaronTan's ex. lol. Okay laa, so I think #AaronTan did all those just because he loves Nina a lot. ~ But I have to admit that I laughed when I was watching #AaronTan's video and laughed even harder at parodys of his videos. :/

Okay, I'm ending here. ^-^ goodnight sweethearts!

RAINBOW CUPCAKES RAINBOW CUPCAKES RAINBOW CUPCAKES!

2011-12-18T17:10:00.004+08:00

Hey sweethearts!

Saw the title above? Yes, I just finish baking and eating my rainbow cupcakes! ^-^ So I'm gonna share the recipe and some pictures ~

Okay, so I wrote the recipe down in my notebook. Hell knows why I didn't print it instead! So yeah, it's around 2-3am, and I was kinda tired and shag already, so sorry for the ugly hand writing :/ You can try enlarging my blog by holding Ctrl and scroll up, and print out provided if you can read my hand writing. :|

So I woke up quite early? 9am I guess, I slept at 4-5am yesterday T.T Had breakfast with mummy at Swensen's and we headed to NTUC/Fairprice and got our ingredients and stuffs we need for baking. Home after that, and realise the muffin pan was too big for our oven -.- we got the 12 cups one, so mummy went back and change to the 6 cups one.

And meanwhile, I went to sleep ~
Mummy back at 1pm plus? Slept till around 2pm and got up to bake! ^^

Guess how much it cost us to buy all these things including the muffin pan, eggs and some things that're not here? 8 bucks!!!!

HAHAHA, joking. Cause' mummy have a $50 voucher ~ So it was around 58 bucks or so? ^^

Butter and sugar, whisk till fluffly ^^

Only butter and sugar okay, haven't add other things yet!! ^^

Looks like paint :|

Tip: DO NOT PUT THE CUPCAKE BATTER SO FULL LIKE WHAT I DID.

I didn't want to bake one more cupcake separately, so I just stuff all the batter into the 6 cupcakes. :| Okay laa! EXCUSES! I was just lazy to wait for another 20mins to bake 1 freaking cupcake. Yaa, so don't fill the cup so full if not confirm overflow. Mine overflowed. No difference, just uglier :/

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Adding sprinkles ~~~ My green like gone in the pictures.. )': I think it's cause' of the lighting, hais..

If you look closely, can see the green right? It's just right below the yellow. :D

PRETTY RIGHT?! HOHOHO, SO PROUD OF MYSELF! Did all these by myself, and mummy helped me wash everything. HEHEH :B she ate, and say it was nice okay! ^-^

Oh yaa, another tip.

TIP: Add more sugar if you have a sweet tooth! ^-^

Because this was not very sweet. Like just nice? But I think if it's sweeter, it'll be nicer. Can't stop staring at the pictures, so chio, so pretty, so beautiful, so colourful! HOHO! ^-^
Goodluck trying, guys! LOVE YOU ALL ~ (L)

Happy Belated Birthday Daniel!

2011-12-17T17:53:00.002+08:00

So... As you can see from my blog title today, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DANIEL!!! yayyyyyyy ~ ok..

Training in the morning and lunch with Apphia, Vicky and Shanice at Din Tai Fung. :D Second time there with them, haha! Swear the staffs kept on staring at us on Wednesday. As if we don't have money to pay for what we eat. -____- Service was much much much better yesterday. (: Shanice left very soon and we went to "Black hole" and have some h2h talk. Went to Gifts Greeting and get Daniel's present and went home. Called Daniel, and his mum picked up. First time really talking to his mum, even though his mum's quite fierce, but so cool! ^^ (we're talking in chinese, but I'm gonna translate it in English)

Me: Hello?
D mum: Hello Aikiko uh?
Me: who are you?
D mum: Daniel's mum.
Me: oh. Where's Daniel?
D mum: he swimming ley.
Me: Okay, ask him later done call me.
D mum: okay okay, you coming down not?
Me: yeah, I think so.
D mum: okayokay, byebye.
Me: byebye.

HAHA, not cool meh? ^^ Reached home at 4pm plus, rushed to shower and make up. If you're wondering why does my nose look extremely huge today, it's because I was rushing and I skipped blusher and concealing my nose T.T sad, my camera disagree with my mirror and I look extremely horrible in all the pictures..

Wanted to cab there but when I took out my wallet, I realise I only had $20+ in my wallet. OMG, how can I be so forgetful to take extra money out.. ): so no choice, trained there. So sweet of Daniel, Patrick, Jiawei and Cynthia to come all the way to Pasir Ris MRT to fetch me. Reach chalet and saw Alvin and Ting Li, totally feeling very awkward when I reach cause' I'm not that close with them anymore. :/ What's more, it's Daniel's mum that asked Daniel to invite me.

I stared at Alvin and he stared at me. Then I said "看到人不会叫 liao lo (see until people don't know how call liao lo)", and he was like "jie" then smiled. Haha, so cute!

Slack around in the chalet talking craps and didn't want to eat. But Daniel's mum said to Daniel "never take for Aikiko eat uh?", then he brought me to go take food. And Patrick went to take drinks for me :/ So awkward, swear!

Soon, Fiona came with her brother, Shu Ting and Nigel? Yeah.. Sat with Fiona and she started to pull out my camera and snap snap. ~ She delted quite a lot of pictures and she was extremely white lol!

Jocelyn and Rachel Tay came afterwards.

Cut cake and sang birthday song ~

Fiona's brother, Jun hao. He kept on disturbing me! Saying I use the air pumping thing to hit Nigel, but actually it was him. And others were disturbing about me and Daniel. Why I forever get disturb?

Headed to MRT with Ting Li, accompanied by Patrick and Alvin ~ Daniel sent Rachel and Jocelyn. Half way walked another direction. So sweet of his mum to ask Patrick how am I gonna go. ~ Met someone and home at 1am plus. ~ (:

Sorry for not updating for so long ): haven't been going out recently ):

Help!

2011-12-12T17:04:00.004+08:00

Hey sweethearts! I need your help! ): Desperately!

(Picture from Google)

I need lens! Super Nudy Grey series. Looks like the above picture, but it's grey. Please help me find! Less than $20. MUST be instock lens. I'm not ordering lens that're in preorders. Thanks in advance!

We make the world more exciting.

2011-12-11T19:39:00.004+08:00

Hey darlingz ~

If you guys don't know, there's this guy I've been following on Twitter, named @fxtg88k. He's kinda popular in Twitter because of his tweets, I guess? Okay, not really sure. So today, I was bloghopping and realised he has a blog too, so why not? I browse through, and saw one of his blog entry. It's titled, Sexual Preference.

So I kinda got inspired by him to do a blog entry about MINE sexual preference. Actually, it's not a new thing though. ~ but let's start!

So... the first butch I knew was when I was in Primary 6. I was hanging out with my friends, they brought a butch friend and her girlf. So I was like "woah, she's a girl.. okay.."
First relationship was with that butch when I was in Sec 1, not gonna elaborate much on this cause' we're having a low profile relationship then. And I wasn't very serious..

Second one was this year, around June? Yeah.. If you guys have been my loyal reader lala, you should know whose that girl ~

Third one, this year too. During September I think? During a volleyball match at Presbyterian High with Shuqun Sec. Yaa, fuck up relationship. Same goes to the fourth one.. which is jy.. Then later another one I knew in Shatec. She's cute but things were complicated, hard to explain. And now, *drum rolls*

Chey fake! Nothing to be excited for. Cause' I'm single and I'm in love with a girl whose attach. "WHAT? YOU SERIOUS?" YES! I'M SERIOUS! Things are kinda complicated now too ~ Okay laa, my life forever complicated.

BUT that's not the point though. A lot of formspring-ers (is that how you call them?), have been asking if I'm les/bi and stuffs. Actually, I'm not quite sure if I'm bi or les. :/ I might be only fully interested in girls but I don't know for now. But maybe, there'll be a guy that will change my sexual preference ~ okay, joking. I have no idea what I'm talking now..

I think there's nothing wrong to be gay/les/bi or whatever. We're human right?! :D I have friends that are les since primary school! So don't be afraid of how the society's gonna look at you. True friends will stay by you, and I'm here yo! ~ And for those who judge gay/les/bi, yo we're human. Be nice on your words, you won't know how much you're gonna hurt those you're judging. Peace yo \m/

Life is short, live it. Love is rare, grab it. Anger is bad, dump it. Fear is awful, face it. Memories are sweet, cherish them.

2011-12-11T18:32:00.002+08:00

Whether we choose to realize it or not, no tomorrow is ever promised, no plan is ever fool proof, and not every wish will be granted to us. We must live our lives knowing these things and keeping in mind that we should seize every day, and love with everything that is inside of our hearts. We must also realize that people will upset us and disappoint us, and holding on to anger will only take away from energy that we need in order to produce the desired results that we seek out of life.

Fourth, we must remember that living a life in fear, isn't quite living a life at all, and in order to overcome our fears, all that we must do is face them, never worrying about failure, and giving everything 110%. Last but not least, we have to celebrate our past every once in a while, if it wasn't for the memories that we made we would not be the person that we are today.

United as one.

2011-12-08T22:32:00.002+08:00

Since I won't be updating a proper post for quite a long time, because 10's in Vietnam, Amelia's going USA tomorrow morning and yeah, I have no friends to go out with. ): #foreveralone So I had a sudden urge of posting an entry about my classmates, the 39 of them that went through all ups and downs with me throughout this 2year. (L)

Shall start off with some pictures from 2010 when I was still sec1 alright? Promise you won't laugh okay? ):
P/S: I laughed at myself when I was sorting out the pictures. =.=

December when I had my brown hair.

Took off my extensions and dyed my hair black.

Okay, enough pictures, there'll be more later on.

So when I first step into Peicai. I was sticking to Apphia all along, because I hardly know anyone there. :| Was kinda sad when I found out I was in a different class with Lynette that time. Yeah, so I didn't like Cherith at all. And most of my girls classmate don't like me, cause' I look like ahlian (according to what's their first impression of me). Hmm.. Do I seriously look like one? My first first first NEW friend was Jerand.

Jerand,
Another trouble maker in our class. Orientation, he was very rebellious. Teachers or PSL asks him do what, he purposely will talk back or don't do. Then we somehow talked. Was kinda happy when I knew that we were in the same class. Was quite close to him then don't know what happen, we drifted.

Had a clique in our class last time. Me, Amelia, Jerand, Cassandra, Kevin, Wilson and Syasya. But drifted. Miss how bonded our class was last time. Like those time when we all like to do the "...... or something~", jagabee, and lots more. Actually now also have, but lesser already ):

Oh yaa, the famous girl in my blog. Amelia Lim. Seriously, I totally forgotten how we got to be friends. I swear. She don't remember too. :| And yeah, I was the one who changed Amelia. Drastic change, swear. Want see? She confirm kill me once she sees this entry.

Actually, I don't only miss those I mention. I miss everyone.. ): It's like our class is forever so noisy. Relieve/new teachers always comes in and say "I heard a lot of rumours saying 2F is a very noisy class (blahblahblah), I hope you all prove me wrong." then at the end of the lesson, they'll be "You all are the best class in sec 2, you should set a good example. (continue scolding)" But next year, we'll be separated.. Things will be different. We'll be mixed with the other class -.- which we all don't want..

Aiya, swear that next year's class will split up into 2 groups one lo -.- either the volleyball - softball or 2f - 2e. omg, so sucky.

So yeah, go on and compare how I look like when I'm in sec 1 and now. :/ too much difference sia..

Okay, enough ranting. I think I'm ending here. Sorry for the abrupt ending, some bitch ruin my mood, thousand apologies! ):

Going insane.

2011-12-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

Firstly, apologising to anyone that's following my Twitter.

Have been spamming Twitter with tons of swearing and cursing for the past few hours. :| Actually, I haven't stop yet. Just feel like posting nonsensical things here since I have nothing else to update. ):

I miss her. Going insane. Whatsapp, only reply a few.. Wondering if she's angry about what I wrote on Twitter. Hope she hasn't seen it yet. :| Or else I guess I'm prepared to get a scolding from her or maybe she'll ignore me ): sad.. But I think I'm way too nice to #R. I don't know. Maybe I got slightly affected by what Amelia said about #R, but I have a sudden hatred towards her. This whole thing's confirm gonna affect me and 10.. Confirm one.. Hais.

Every time at the end, it's always my fault. When was once that it wasn't my fault? Always the one getting scolded instead of #R -.-

Fuck all these. What I'm afraid now is what will be 10's reaction when she sees everything on Twitter. Will she fuck care, ignore me or scold me? ): omgz........... Was super high and angry just now. Like literally high on drugs. okay, joking. Crappy entry..

Out with 10, Advertorial

2011-12-05T17:53:00.003+08:00

Went out with someone special. Shall name her 10 since that's her jersey number. (:

Met her at AMK Hub at around 7pm plus? omg, she's damn blur! She look at me and walk away, so I called her and ask her to come back. Went to some block outside hub and watch her smoke and drink. She wasn't as quiet as I expected, instead I was the quiet one. Aikiko ley! The hyper active kid being quiet! HAHA. lol..

Went back hub at 9pm and got our tickets for "Already Famous", 9.45pm slot. Wanted to watch "Immortals" but it was M18. Sucky to only be 14. -____- Walked outside hub for one round and came back for the movie. Movie was not bad, rating it 4/5 ^^ Seriously don't want to leave the cinema, cause'...... ^-^ nevermind ~ Almost the last to leave. Went back to the same place. And watch her drink again. Talk a lot about her.. Went to flag for cab at around 1am? Love her blurblur look! (L) Force her to take the first cab, and she gave me a hug! ^-^ yayyyyyy ~ And cab home.

Picture quality becoming lousier and lousier each day -__- I WANT A NEW CAMERA! Oh yeah, I didn't wear lens when I was taking these pictures, cause' mummy was home..

Anyw, if you guys want to know, I got my leopard jacket at Nex. 15 bucks only, wtf?! But I took the last piece for this colour. The red one was quite nice though! Mondo's having promotion and I got mine shoes for only 20 bucks! :D

Reading "her" blog just now, and last time entries. Got so fucking jealous. Both of you were so sweet.. One more month, and she's coming back. Time flies you know? You gotta make your decision fast.. I'm waiting for your final answer.

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Ice Skating.

2011-12-01T21:56:00.003+08:00

Ice Skating with my girls on Monday.

Our little girl (L)

Pictures from a month ago ~

2011-11-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

"People were created to be loved, things were created to be used. The reason why the world is in chaos is because things are being loved, and people are being used."

A major life lesson that takes many people a whole lifetime to learn is that though material things are nice, the passion felt for material things and material wealth will never equate to how special loving someone and being loved by someone can make you feel. Someone who tries to fill a void in their heart by accruing more and more material items will never be as satisfied as someone who is willing to try to fill a void in their heart with loving others and being loved genuinely by others. Things like wisdom and knowledge are entities in the same as love, non-material wealth.

Things in our lives will always come and go. For example, a family full of love and full of material wealth can lose all of the items in their home due to any unforeseen circumstance. The bond shared between that family is not able to die so quickly, and despite any removal of material wealth, more than likely a strong bond between a family can never be broken. I say that to say, put your relationships first. Don't ever forget about loving those who you know you need to love, because you never know if/when you will lose the opportunity to.

Some overdue pictures taken on 27 Oct, yeah one month ago. When I still had my black hair ~ Sorry a bit lag uh. :| A few days after I came back from East Coast, so I appear very tanned in those pictures. What's more, my hair's screwed that day. ):

~ Me is a ninja yoz ~

Evidence

2011-11-25T17:15:00.006+08:00

Done mailing out ~

Under 16

2011-11-24T16:59:00.003+08:00

"Next time you think of beautiful things, don't forget to count yourself in."

Too many times in life many of us get caught up in showing love, and being kind to others, that we sometimes forget to show love and to be kind to our own selves. One thing that would help us all greatly is believing in ourselves. Not only are we beautiful individualized creatures of God, we are all so unique from one another, we all have different values and qualities that we emphasize more than others that make us exactly who we are.

We are beautiful, no matter what anyone says, or no matter how any person, organization, or situation tries to make us feel. We are all kings and queens in our own right, and we must choose to wear our invisible crown of individuality everyday with humility and grace. Represent to the world what a winner is and what a winner looks like, exhibit your beautiful personality with confidence, and never forget to count yourself in the next time that you are thinking of all things that are beautiful.

So basically, I spent my Tuesday going Hougang Sports Complex watching the Under 16 volleyball competition.

Met my girls at Mac for breakfast. As usual, I was late. :/ Amelia cut her hair into bob! Omg, it made her look slimmer and younger! But now, the clothes in her wardrobe don't suit her current hairstyle.. :| After breakfast, walked to my house's bus stop. Checked iRis, 147 coming in 18minutes. -.- seriously.. and the sun was out to kill us!

I swear this is not a candid!

Got kinda angry at the match of Presbyterian High and Woodlands Ring. Pres High could've won. :| nevermind..

Walked down to Hougang Ave 8 after that, and had our lunch at Lava Rock! (insertmillionhearts)!!!!

This is their Creamy Pasta under the "Cold Side Dish". Love it super much, but most of my friends don't like it. Saying there's a weird taste or either there's too much cream. But I LOVE IT! :D

After lunch, went to a stationary shop and get Belinda's glue. Bought those kind of elastic balloon that comes out in a tube. Aiya, I don't know how to explain, just continue reading and you'll find out what is it. After buying those, head to Belinda's house next ~

Does this look wrong? *winkwink*

Aiyo! don't anyhow think ~

I wanted to try to make some effect out of the balloon, first few tries suck, cause' my hand can be seen, then slowly, it works!

We actually planned to watch a movie at Belinda's house. But end up she had something else to do, so all of us went home. ): Sad..

Ice Skating at Kallang next Monday with my sweetie pies, yayyy ~ Can't wait.

No training tomorrow cause' too many people can't attend. Will be rotting at home for the whole day again.. Someone bring me out? Please? )': Have been at home recently, not going anywhere.. Weather sucks too. It's either too hot or too cold. Sigh..

A little quiz ~

Appearance

[x] I have piercings besides the ears.

[ ] I want piercings besides the ears.

[x] I have many scars.

[ ] I tan easily.

[x] I wish my hair was a different color.

[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.

[ ] I have a tattoo.

[x] I can be self-conscious about my appearance.

[ ] I have/had braces.

[x] I have more than two piercings.

[ ] I'm content with my appearance.

[x] Sometimes I like my appearance.

[ ] I hate my appearance.

[x] Disney movies still make me cry.

[x] I've laughed so hard I’ve cried.

[ ] I've glued my hand to something.

[ ] I've laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.

[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

[x] I've touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.

Health

[ ] I've gotten stitches.

[ ] I've broken a bone.

[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.

[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.

[ ] I've had serious surgery.

[x] I've had chicken pox.

Travel

[ ] I've been to Florida.

[ ] I've driven/ridden over 200 miles in one day.

[x] I've been on a plane.

[x] I've been on a boat.

[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.

[ ] I've been to Ottawa.

[ ] I've been to the Caribbean.

[ ] I've been to Europe.

Experiences

[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.

[ ] I've seen a shooting star.

[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.

[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.

[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.

[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

[x] I've slapped someone.

[ ] I've kissed someone underwater.

[ ] I've gone skinny-dipping.

[ ] I've chugged something.

[ ] I've crashed a car / been in a car crash.

[x] I've auditioned for something.

[x] I've flashed/mooned someone.

[x] I've been on stage.

[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.

[ ] I've sat on a rooftop at night.

[x] I've pranked someone.

[x] I've ridden in a taxi.

Honesty / Crime

[x] I've been arrested.

[x] I've been threatened to be arrested.

[x] I've broken a law.

[x] I've done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.

[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.

[ ] I've snuck out.

[x] I've lied about my whereabouts.

[x] I've cheated while playing a game.

[x] I've been in a fist fight.

Death

[x] I'm afraid of dying.

[x] I'm afraid of getting old.

[x] I hate funerals.

[ ] I've seen someone/something die.

[ ] Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.

[x] I've thought about suicide before.

[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.

[x] I'’m obsessed with anime/manga.

[x] I collected comic books.

[x] I own a lot of makeup.

[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.

[ ] I own something from The Gap.

[ ] I own something I got on E-Bay.

[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

[x] I thrive on compliments.

[x] I thrive on hate.

Random

[ ] I can sing well.

[x] I can sing alright.

[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.

[x] I open up to others easily.

[x] I watch the news.

[x] I don't kill bugs/don't like to kill them.

[x] I sing in the shower.

[x] I'm a morning person.

[x] I'm a sports fanatic.

[x] I twirl my hair.

[x] I care about grammar.

[ ] I love spam.

[ ] I've copied more than 30 CDs in a day.

[x] I bake well.

[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.

[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.

[ ] I like Martha Stewart.

[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.

[x] I laugh at my own jokes.

[x] I eat fast food weekly.

[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.

[x] I can't sleep if there’s a spider in the room.

[x] I'm really ticklish.

[x] I like white chocolate.

[ ] I bite my nails.

[x] I'm good at remembering faces.

[x] I'm good at remembering names.

[x] I'm good at remembering dates.

[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All my answers were and will be totally honest.

People

[ ] ask if I'm anorexic/bulimic.

[x] call me fat.

[ ] say I'm skinny.

[x] say I'm ugly.

[x] say I'm pretty.

[x] spread rumors about me.

[x] force me to eat.

[ ] say I eat too much.

[ ] say I eat too little.

[ ] don't know I have an eating disorder.

Eating

[x] I've lost weight.

[x] I've gained weight.

[ ] I'm at my thinnest.

[x] I'm at my biggest.

[ ] I've lost weight and kept it off.

[x] I've lost weight but gained it back.

[x] My weight affects my mood.

[ ] I weigh myself daily.

[x] I'm jealous of everyone skinnier than me.

[ ] I feel happy when I'm hungry.

[ ] I get depressed after eating.

[x] I diet.

[ ] I'm vegan/vegetarian.

[x] I've skipped a meal.

[x] I've thrown food away.

[x] I've spat food out.

[ ] I've taken diet pills.

[ ] I've used laxatives.

[ ] I've purged.

[x] I exercise.

[ ] I exercise so I can eat.

[x] I work out daily.

[ ] I've fainted from exhaustion.

Family

[ ] Ive sworn at my parents(family).

[x] I've planned to run away from home before.

[ ] I've run away from home.

[ ] I have a brother(s).

[ ] I have a sister(s).

[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.

[x] I want kids.

[ ] I don't want kids.

[ ] I've had kids.

[ ] I've lost a child.

Relationships

[x] I'm single.

[ ] I'm in a relationship.

[ ] I'm engaged.

[ ] I'm married.

[ ] I'm a swinger.

[ ] I've gone on a blind date.

[x] I have/had a friend with benefits.

[x] I've hooked up with someone in little or no notice.

[x] I miss someone right now.

[x] I have a fear of abandonment.

[ ] I've gotten divorced.

[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.

[x] Someone has had feelings for me when I didn't have them back.

[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.

[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.

[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.

[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.

[x] I'm a cuddler.

[x] I've been kissed in the rain.

[ ] I've hugged a stranger.

[ ] I've kissed a stranger.

Bad times

[x] I've consumed alcohol.

[ ] I regularly drink.

[ ] I can't swallow pills.

[ ] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.

[ ] I've been diagnosed with clinical depression at some point.

[x] I have/had anxiety problems.

[ ] I shut others out when I'm upset.

[x] I don't have anyone to talk to when 'm upset.

[ ] I take anti-depressants.

[ ] I've slept an entire day before.

[x] I am/have been addicted to self-harm.

[ ] I've woken up crying.

[x] I've cried myself to sleep.

[x] I've plotted revenge.

I've done

[x] Weed

[ ] Diet pills

[ ] Anti-depressants

[ ] Methadrone

[ ] Salvia

[ ] Speed

[ ] Cocaine

[ ] I keep my habits a secret.

[ ] I have a diet blog.

[x] My choices are for me.

[ ] My choices are for someone else.

[x] My choices are to prove myself.

Not caring what people think

2011-11-23T01:45:00.003+08:00

"One of the greatest mental freedoms is truly not caring what anyone else thinks of you."

Being free, being truly free consists of not being bound by the opinions that others choose to display in regards to the decisions that one chooses to make on a daily weekly, or lifetime basis. In order to be free we have to be willing to think for ourselves, learn for our selves, and to live our lives as our real true selves. Being free is when you are able to stand up and speak in public spewing your beliefs not caring what anyone else will think of them.

Being free is when you are able to go against the grain, when you are able to make a left when everyone else is going right, and not worry about why everyone is talking about you, or looking at you in a manner that is unfavorable, and with faces that blatantly say that they don't approve of your choices. Be free, live life how you want to live your life.

When boredom strikes.

2011-11-22T02:41:00.001+08:00

I'm posting this entry with my iPhone. First time, hope it'll turn out right :/ okay, I'm damn bored now and I'm on bed. So this will be a short and crappy post.

Will be going to Hougang sports complex to watch the under 16 volleyball match with my girls later on. (: if you're there, please do say "hi" to me okay? Don't be shy ~ lalala. Can you believe that picture is taken by my iPhone?! Don't think my camera can take this kinda pictures too.. Hmm.. :|

Okay, I'm starting to take nonsense, so bye!

Happy Feet

2011-11-19T14:43:00.002+08:00

Met my girls on Thursday. Love them super much.♥

Was suppose to go to Marina Barrage, but Amelia's last minute say she's not coming and I woke up late, so met them at Nex instead.

Bad hair day that day, so pictures were.... meh..

Met them at the arcade, saw many familiar faces. So nice of Yen Ling to accompany me down to Yoshinoya to have my brunch while the other girls went to buy tickets for "Happy Feet 2".

Agreed to watch the show, reluctantly. Because I did not catch the first one, afraid that I'll not understand a single thing.

But the movie turn out quite nice. Actually not quite, it's very nice!!! The characters are all damn adorable! Poster look a bit childish, but it's a really nice show. Keep those horror or action movies for next time, and watch some cartoon ^-^ Guess you guys will enjoy it like I did. (:

Bought Nachos, their cheese was ... Prefer GV's nachos than Shaw's.

Look at my sides! They're starting to curl.. T.T

Went to "Black Hole" to slack. Actually, it's just a space near the library. "Black Hole" is just a name we gave it. :D

Candid.. :|

Decided to go sing k at Joo Seng KTV. Called Amelia up and asked her to come, and off we go ~~~

Amelia came about an hour and a half after that. She surprised us with a cake from "The Icing Room". So sweet of her! ♥ anyw, it's not anyone's birthday, the thing on the cake is just for deco. I put one. LOL!

Edit fail sia. :/

Aunty gave us 30mins extra for free. So nice of her! Happy happy die. After that, went to meet Tata, Tay Ying and Valentina. Slack at the block opposite Nex till 9-10pm plus. Valentina left first. Accompanied them to wait for Tata's dad to fetch them and walked home. :D

Lalala, I'm bored ~

Announcement

2011-11-18T22:38:00.002+08:00

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2011-11-15T19:04:00.010+08:00

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How to win it?

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Reason why I'm giving away this is because,
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2011-11-15T01:41:00.009+08:00

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2011-11-14T23:32:00.010+08:00

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I just want to be happy, is that wrong?

2011-11-13T00:40:00.002+08:00

Picture of the day I went out with Amelia, the girls and the boys to Bugis. Took only one, and my camera died on me. ):

Urgh, I have to blog this entry with the "yesterday" thingy again because it's pass midnight.. -_____- so irritating you know!?

So, apparently I WOKE UP LATE AGAIN. as usual.. :| I forgot I have to meet Amelia today. So rushed to prepare. Downpour, was too lazy to go all the way to central and take the MRT down to Paya Lebar. So cab down, fetch Amelia and down to City Plaza. First stop, Arnold's Fried Chicken. LONGLONG QUEUE. Hate waiting. Was lucky, there were only 6 people in front of us. Changed our order like twice, guess that person was kinda mad at us. :|

Both of us was damn quiet throughout the whole meal. Can you believe it?! This two noisy queens are quiet?! Gosh! The sun must have rise the wrong side yesterday!

Walk around City Plaza hoping to get something really cheap and nice. But NOTHING. Yes nothing. The cheap ones were ugly, the pretty ones were expensive. Life, why you so cruel to me?! T.T So decided to go Bugis to try our luck. But we still have to wait for Jun Yong to be done preparing, so continued walking around. Saw a really nice pair of shorts for 18bucks. Didn't buy it because I thought I might find something similar and cheaper at Bugis. Bought another pair of shorts at 10bucks without trying, went toilet to try, and it was really short. SERIOUSLY SHORT.. REGRET 101%. I'll never ever ever buy anything without trying anymore.. ):

So while waiting for Jun Yong, we went to camwhore ~~~~ Having fun with center parting ~ I walked the whole mall like this!

Calling Junyong ~~

Finally Junyong arrived. Then, she went in the rain to get a cab for us. So sweet of her!! Cab down to Bugis and met Matthew there. Down to street and walked million of rounds around the same level. But just couldn't find the shoes we want. ): Gave up and went back junction. Headed to Cotton On, and they don't have Amelia's size. So we didn't got anything ): Swensen's for dinner. And had their Christmas Sundae together with Amelia.

It's the 3rd one in the menu. The Christmas Tree biscuit was so nice!!!

Finish dinner, slack slack ~ Then down to Serangoon. My hometown, ho ho! ^-^ then went to a coffeeshop, Junyong and Matthew ate noodles. Accompanied them. Talk a bit, and Amelia have to go. So followed her. Accompanied her to her bus stop and home alone. Awesome day with awesome people! YAYYYY~

Oh yaa, and the anon on my formspring that's criticising me, thanks for making my formspring so alive today. And let me know there are still people who care for me. (: Thanks yaa!

First day of work.. 11/11/11

2011-11-12T01:09:00.002+08:00

Time check, 01:09am. 11/11/11 is officially over. Yayy.
Nothing special for me (: just a normal day yo.

So I have to blog my entry as "yesterday" instead of "today" since it's past midnight. Hate it, like seriously. -______- So spent my first 11:11am with my team mates, yes training! ^-^ Elbow starting to ache already. ): My bones are rusty!!!!!!!! Home, prepared and Nex with Amelia. Party World ruined our plan, was suppose to sing k at 2pm - 4pm. But they don't have enough rooms and the earliest we could get was 4pm. Urgh. Ate at Texas Chicken. Saw my dearest Patrick and Alvin. Miss damn like effing much, I swear! (L)

Slacked at Black Hole cause' work was not till 1-2hours later ):
Amelia started being emo nemo, and for me. CAMWHORE. What else can I do when I'm so freaking bored? Camwhore with stupid faces laa! ^-^

Oh yeah, and I brought my camera out without batteries, and I was so lazy to buy batteries. So I end up taking pictures with my iPhone's front cam. Lousy quality..

And if you're thinking if I had any makeup on, it's a yes. But veryvery little. Just a thin layer of eyeliner and mascara. (:

Trying to act sexy, but FAIL

Was trying out center parting, since my dear Amelia have no time for me. ): Only have time for her emoemoemo...............

Me haz thick chewy lips, you want bite? :B

"Humans are evil. The most evil creatures on this Earth. They hurt, they kill, they lie, they make you think they love you, but they don't, they make you thought they were true. But in actual fact, no, they aren't. They kiss you, they gave you a feeling. A feeling that feels so good, it's called love. They lied. Those were just illusions, nothing else but illusions. Those that could turn us into slaves. I hate love. But if there's no love, there won't be hate..

- Aikiko Veronztt"

Random pictures I found while uploading pictures into my lappy. ~

Our friendship.

2011-11-08T20:36:00.003+08:00

You are my Sunshine, my only Sunshine. You make me happy, when skies are grey. You never know dear, how much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away. The other night dear, when I lay sleeping. I dreamt I held you, in my arms. When I awoke dear, I was mistaken. So I hung my head and cried.

Went down to Bugis and caught 23:59 again with Amelia, Apphia, Vicky, Zhao He, Kian Swee, Ryan Ho and Ivan. (: Camera died on me after I take my first photo. Lucky much? Lunch at Soup Spoon and dinner at Sakae Sushi. Had a lot of fun with them in the arcade. Didn't know we would have that much fun with the guys, thought it'll be awkward, but it turned out fine! :D Played DDR first time with Ryan Ho. He was a pro ): I'm a suaku okay, first time playing. :| Homed quite early. (:

I broke up with her. Personal reasons. Just need some space to breathe. I'm suffocating. I'm sorry..

Isn't that pair of shoes nice? I'm looking for it. Please tell me if you've seen it somewhere. Why can't we be like girls from tumblr, so pretty, so skinny. Just so.. indescribable beautiful..

Happy Belated First Month.

2011-11-07T00:47:00.003+08:00

A summary on what we did on our first month.
Met Baby at my house downstairs at 3pm. Received my present, went home and put. She gave me a puzzle of Stitch and Angel, and a note fold into a heart. Scroll down my twitter, I upload it there. :| Trained to Orchard and had Fish and co. for late lunch. Food was okay. Baby gave me another present. Necklace with a letter "J" and a ring hanging on it. Surprise that it fits me perfectly (: Went to Cine and caught 23:59. Wasn't that scary, but the faces were kinda gross :| Went down to Helix Bridge after that and took some pictures. Awesome day, really enjoyed myself.

I love you. (L)

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Was quite happy with my makeup that day because I manage to achieved parallel lids on both side of my eyes. Usually I only can get parallel lids on my left eye, which is mostly hidden under my fringe. ):

Say "Haiiiii" to my long lost moomoo ~

Happy belated 1st month.

Get the hook in to your mouth!

2011-11-04T00:30:00.002+08:00

Finally, yes finally. A proper update with pictures and not just summary of what I do without pictures. So sorry for the previous few. :/

Oh and yeah, it's about 30 mins past 12, 4th November now. So, yesterday was me and Baby's one month anniversary, I'll blog about it in a different entry, don't want it to be mix up with this entry. So you guys still gotta wait wait and wait, thousand apologies! ):

Cousin's wedding dinner on Sunday at Orchid Country Club. Side note: she has the same name and surname as me! SO COOL! somehow one of my closest cousin I have since young, mainly because of our names. :/ Didn't put on contact lens because my mum didn't allow me to because she's afraid I'll spoil my eyes, small small eyes T^T Put on very little makeup because I'm afraid my relatives would start talking about it saying "makeup is not good for young girls" and shit. so here goes my pictures with super small eyes.. Blah.

To prove how little makeup I had. Unglam shitz!

Food there was so so, very small portion. My other relatives still went for supper after the dinner. But I'm fuckin' full. Everyone was stuffing food to me because I'm like the youngest, gosh. :/

Had volleyball training on Wednesday. Had breakfast at central Mac with Shanice and Amelia. Surprisingly, the two late queens (referring to me and Amelia) reached earlier than Shanice cause' she overslept. ha ha, so happy. So train train train, kinda fun even though I only had three and a half hour of sleep the previous night. Rushed home straight after training and prepared. Shaojun came down to my house to fetch me cause' it was drizzling, awwww how sweet (':

Met the guys at the bus stop around my house area. Took the bus to Bishan Interchange and went to another area to take bus to HaiBin (Click here)

Address: 603 Sin Ming Avenue Singapore 575735
Contact: 6554 1986 enquiry@haibin.com.sg
Bus numbers 130, 410, 162, 52 stop along Sin Ming Ave.
Bus numbers 13, 74, 88, 130, 851, 852 stop along Marymount Rd.

Reached Hai Bin. It was still drizzling though. :/ Started prawning, yayyyyyy ~ I caught the first prawn, ha ha. Lucky girl of the day yo! My spot was so good till everyone came the pond I'm prawning at, and all my prawns were gone! )': So sad that I have to move to another pond and emo..

Bought Nissin Cup Noodle. First time trying their Laksa flavour and fell in love with it. Omg, damn delicious. At least for me laa. Unlike other brands that's super oily and soup is like super translucent kind. This taste almost like real laksa. And it's the first cup noodle that I eat the ingredients inside. O.O woah.

Finish prawning for like 3 hours! BBQ~~~~~~~~

We caught quite a lot, but no idea why it looks so little in pictures :/ The store owner still gave us a number of prawns for free. o.o kind soul! Anyw, we took quite a long time to start the fire and get the charcoal burning. So we kinda got some help from the owner. okayokay, we're lousy......

The guys left at around 6-7pm plus. Left Shaojun, Wilson and me. Couldn't finish the prawns and gave some to the aunties beside us and threw some away. Sorry for wasting food okay! ): Bus down to Junction 8 and had our dinner at MOS burger. Heart to heart talk with both of them, seriously awesome. I want to h2h with them again! Talk till about 10pm plus and trained home. Tired, but (Y)
You guys should go prawning too, it's fun y'know! :D Strongly recommend. It's not about the amount you prawned, it's the moments you shared with your friends, families or love ones there ^-^
~ Ciaos ~

Out of nowhere

2011-11-01T01:45:00.002+08:00

Hi babes and hunks ~

As you all know, I've opened a new online store called "We Got Swag". I've just added the link to my store's Facebook page. Please support me alright? (: You can also formspring me to let me know what kind of things you would want me to bring in. Will try my best to get the cheapest deal for you guys ~ :D You know I love all of you.

Today's damn tiring, I swear. Woke up at around 7am and headed down to Shatec after I'm done preparing. Stand throughout demo, work plan and stuffs. Went for lunch at Pastamania and went back for exam. Kinda screwed most of my work. Glad that there were 2 assholes helping me throughout my exam, even though one of them came at 3-4plus~ Like washing ALL my equipments, telling me the steps and literally typed out 3 full pages of the steps! (L) thanks a lot uh! Reached home at around 10 plus? yeah, that's about it. Sorry for the lack of updates, kinda busy nowadays.

There're some things I wanna rant out so badly, but I can't. I don't know why is this happening, but trust me, I didn't expect this would happen either.

WE GOT SWAG!

2011-10-28T01:47:00.007+08:00

Hi guys, this will be a very short post because as you can see the time now is 1.48am in the morning and I have training tomorrow. And the main point about this entry is just to inform you guys, I've open a new online store.

YAYYYYYYYYY

I'm still deciding whether to create a blog for it as I'm currently using only FACEBOOK (Click here!) and TWITTER (Click here!) to publicize it. Please do support me okay.
Oh, and a little secret. You won't regret following my online store on Twitter :D trust me okay. and I won't forget about my readers ~~~ lalala
Okay, love you guys! Nights!

Marina Barrage + Free Day at ECP!!!!

2011-10-25T18:57:00.003+08:00

Yoh peeps! I'm back yoh ~

Alright, I went back to school this morning. Got back my results and had a lil' streaming talk. ^^ Wanna know my actual results? :D (P/.S previous one was just based on my memory. :/)

English: 67.0 B3
Chinese: 75.0 A1
Maths: 32.0 F9
Science: 29.0 F9
History: 38.0 F9
Literature: 52.0 C6
DNT: 58.2 C5
Art: 53.0 C6

NAPFA
Sit-ups: 37 ):
Standing broad jump: 175cm
Sit and Reach: 53cm
Incline Pull Up: 17
Shuttle Run: 10.8 sec
2.4km: 18.20 SUCKY LAA I KNOW! ):

Good news is I'm promoted to Sec3 Express, ho ho ho! Last minute studies paid off. But it's damn tiring. NEVER gonna study last minute anymore, gonna study all the way ^^ 临时抱佛脚 is a big nono for me next year. (:

So headed down to Marina Barrage with Amelia and Baby on Sunday. Amelia came my house in the morning, at around 10am. Prepared and went down to meet Baby. Trained to Marina Barrage and took tons of pictures, with some cool pose of this two crazy humans. But the sun was trying to kill us, we could barely open eyes. So our eyes are small small small in the pictures ):

They were like 'fighting' at the grass patch, ha ha!

Amelia was screaming at me, asking me to take a picture of both of them because she finally caught Baby and was hitting her. LOL!

They started doing poses for me, this camera man to take. Try to guess the characters they are mimicking(only for those grass patch pose) before scrolling to the bottom of the pictures! HAHA!

STARTING FROM HERE

Superman and Spiderman

Astro boy and Batman

Bruce Lee and Ye wen

Down to Vivo, went to Candy Empire. Baby bought me Jellybeans!!!! Met Celine awhile. Then went to eat The Soup Spoon. FINALLY! Was craving for it for damn long already! :DDDDDDD happygirl now ~ Met Celine again, then she left. -.- Caught Dream House AGAIN because it's the only movie that fits our timing and I was so in the movie mood. Daiso and Pet Safari after the movie and we left. Baby accompanied me to Kovan to collect my lens and went back Serangoon. Slackslack and homed ^^

Yesterday was FREE DAY! ^^
Met Amelia at Basketball court in the morning and headed to school. Was so afraid that I'm the only one wearing shorts, but once I step in school, I was like heng uh.....

Yayyyyyyy, my completely bare face. Yes, zero makeup. With my new contact lens of course ~

This genius down here is so amazed by how the jellybean container is opened. LOL! She was like playing with it for damn long!

Reached East Coast. Played Dog & Bone with the whole class and teachers gave us some tidbits after that. Saw a guy holding a parrot, and requested for a picture! :D He agreed, but he wasn't very friendly though :/ like a fierce only.

Spot the insect! :D

Rent bicycles with the girls and went cycling for 3 freaking hours. My legs, hands and back almost broke in pieces! Ate Burger King for lunch after that! So sorry towards the guys that waited for us for 4hours just to play volleyball with us! ): Played volleyball after lunch. Stopped after awhile cause' my contacts almost melt under the freaking sun. ): Took off my contacts and went to sit on the rocks with Shanice. Cassandra came to join us after that. Wind was damn strong, awesome place to have heart2heart talks ~

Omg, yes. That's my leg.

Spot Mr. Krab!

I wasn't lying when I said the wind was DAMN strong!

Baby came to look for me at around 6pm plus plus. Everyone except for Cassandra left at 7pm. Played volleyball with her while waiting for Kaijun to arrived ~ Sat down and talked till the sky's dark. Walked to Parkway Parade to have dinner. KFC ~~~~ Cassandra and I drank like 5 bottles of coke yesterday. And one of hers was a BIG one! HAHA! Took bus with them, alighted at Paya Lebar with Baby and I trained home. Reached home and my mum said I look fucking tanned and she almost couldn't recognise me. Have been too fair for too long I guess :/ Now my sunburn area hurts like a bitch when I touch it ):

Finally finishing this entry. Imgur.com was giving me problems just now, so I closed the whole page and went to meet Baby. Luckily this was save as draft, if not I'll commit suicide. Took damn long to upload all these pictures! ): I deserve more comments right right right?! ^-^
k laa, love you ~~~~ NIGHTS!

Don't be sad when someone prefers another person over you. Remember, you can't convince a monkey that honey is sweeter than a banana.

2011-10-22T19:58:00.003+08:00

Some pictures from Monday. (: Enjoy ~
Anyw, I'm in love with Swensen's breakfast, anyone wanna buy for me? :B

Lunch at Jurong Point. Had seafood porridge, not very awesome, quite sucky. But got mussels ley, he he! ^^

Finally done uploading these pictures, whew!

Had breakfast with Baby at Swensen's today. Accompanied her to do her school work after that. She like did 6 questions only! I think people really cannot study with me sia. :/ Was at that block for about 2-3hours. There was a cockroach above, not moving for 2-3hours. wtf? Was damn afraid it'll drop that I kept on looking up to make sure it's still there. :/

No plans for tomorrow, how?! ):

Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see. The person I am, isn't me..

2011-10-21T17:24:00.003+08:00

Thousand apologies for not updating this space for about a week or so. ):

Haven't been going out recently, and that's mainly the reason why. Didn't have school on Monday, so accompanied Amelia to go down to Jurong to send Celine to school for Volleyball. Caught Real Steel again with her and Baby, cause she wanted to watch so badly. Tuesday and Wednesday went to Shatec to complete the course. Made a new friend there and I think she's kinda awesome! ^-^ Yesterday got back my results.

75/100 Chinese
B2-B3 English (forgotten the score)
38/100 Maths (I improved!)
F9 Science
26/50 Literature (I only went for 2 lessons, don't blame me!)
30/80 History
53/100 Art *DISAPPOINTED*
55/100 DNT

Passed 5 subjects and failed 3. Boon Kiong told me that only one person will get demoted to NA next year and he reassure it's not me. Am glad, super glad! (: Will start studying hard once school reopen next year. Promise (:
Have been rotting at home the whole day, heading out at about 7pm to Dhouby Ghaut to meet Baby after her dinner ^-^

Monday's FREE DAY. Woohooo ~~~~~ Hope it'll be fun! Gonna spam pictures, and you guys can see my bare face again! Haters, start thinking about things t criticise me okay?! Love you guys! (L)

Throw your books, scream at teachers, break your pencils, EXAMS ARE OVER!

2011-10-14T18:16:00.004+08:00

EXAMS ARE FUCKING OVER!!!!!

The cap locks and big font is just to emphasize how happy am I that exams have finally ended. Hmm.. but on second thought, the feeling of before and after exams have no difference, why like that? Are you guys feeling the same too? need to know that I'm not alone! ):

Yesterday, 13th Oct
Francine called me after my exams and asked me to accompany her to Hougang mall to get some things with her. Was preparing too long, so she decided to go on her own and meet me at my house's void deck. hehhh, sorry ~

Got on a taxi, and off we go. I was finding for my wallet, and realise I've forgotten to bring it out -___- was lucky we haven't went far, so cab back, take my wallet and off we go to Plaza Sing to look for my Darling Rachel.

Reached, went to find her at her work place. Slack awhile there and went to the Food court above to have our lunch. Was talking with Rachel about a lot of things. Francine have no idea what we're talking and was so quiet throughout our whole meal, k lol.

Went to search for batteries at Daiso, cause the ones I'm using for my camera have problem -.- In the end, Daiso was only left with Japanese Brand batteries. Went to spotlight next, 10 bucks for 2. Times bookshop and finally got my batteries!

Went back to find Rachel at her work place, and slack at toilet cause' she say her boss will kp her if she saw her slacking outside. Left quite early, about 5pm? And slack at Serangoon with tons of camwhoring ~

LOOK CLOSELY! at Francine and my attempt of taking me! ^^

Francine's

Mine!
Can you fucking see the difference!? HAHAHAHAHAHA! you all know I'm kidding right? haha. So, I kinda fell in love with the Black n White effect in my camera. So MOST of the pictures after this paragraph will be in BLACK N WHITE. HO HO HO.

Francine's tuition teacher called, and she just realised that she had tuition. Sent her to my house's area bus stop WHILE snapping picture of her. :B

Say this is nice.(yes, I touched the background..)

Home after that, below are my camwhore shots. If you don't wanna see, you can end this post right here. ^-^ LOVES ~

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There is a difference between BlacknWhite pictures compared to normal ones. Trust me! Don't believe? Take a look yourself.

I can't believe I'll be showing the pictures.. Without lens, showing you the difference between black n white and normal. Don't laugh please ):

OKAY FUCK, IT'S SUPER HORRIBLE! T.T SO HORRIBLE TILL I WANNA CRY, K TOO EXAGGERATING.. -__-

After exams today, played volleyball with the boys. Central mac for lunch and Baby came. Down to Compass Point with Amelia and Baby to get Amelia's spectacles, slackslack and homed :D
Ask me out!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED THIS BLOG TO BE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE! ^-^

Everybody said that we would never last and if they saw us now, they would see how right they were.

2011-10-10T19:27:00.003+08:00

People that're following me on twitter will know that I'm a emogirl97 right now. Broke up, wow. Fast right? K, enough of this. Just gonna summarize what I did yesterday.
Cine with her. Lunch at Xin Wang and caught Real Steel. The movie wasn't as boring as I expected. Quite a good show though. She sent me home after that.

Had English Paper 1 and Lit on Friday. Maths Paper 1 and Chinese Paper 1 today. English was okay. Lit was average. Maths was average but I didn't finish the paper. :/ I screwed Chinese, totally wrote out of point.
Science tomorrow. Killer paper. How? I don't even know a single thing for Science. Yes, NOT EVEN A SINGLE THING. Tell me how to take the paper tomorrow? sigh..

I'll concentrate more on my blog once EOY's over.

I'm a bitch, break so fast. Whatever okay? Keep all nasty comments to yourself. Love ya.

HATE

2011-10-04T22:07:00.003+08:00

It hurts to say goodbye to a person you love knowing that life won’t be the same without him. But it’s better to give up rather than to fight knowing that you’re the only one fighting.

Hi hi hi. Just a super short update okay?

As you can see from the title above. Hate. Yes, such a strong word but people are using it way too often. No one wants to be hate. Yes, NO ONE. The feeling sucks. I've been there and I know it. It's pretty obvious I have more haters than friends. Yeah, not a new thing...... I believe everyone has at least a friend that is so well-like by everyone and that's when jealousy comes into the story. You can be like "Uh, I don't need friends, I'm better off alone. I don't need people to like me." BUT, in your heart, you want to be well-like by almost everyone too.

People might think I'm talking crap here, because I recently just started a war with Michelle. My bad. Not that I wanna apologise, but I suddenly went to think about it. No one likes to be hate and being badmouthed right? If you're normal.. Yeah.

So, P E A C E to those that I've scolded or hate(except for my dad) yo. :D

Love ya ~

It's crazy right? To love someone who hurts you. No, it's crazier to think that someone who hurts you, loves you.

2011-10-03T17:00:00.004+08:00

Back to blogging again. Yes, this fast! Kinda proud of myself he he.

I am suppose to be studying my History right now. But I totally forgotten to take my textbook out of my locker, and thus, no studying for History today. Awwwwwwww, sad.. And NO, I'm not finding excuses, this is not an excuse right? )

2nd Oct, Sunday

Met piggy under my block at 12.15pm. Was suppose to meet her at 11.45am, so she waited for me for 30mins. ha ha, serve her right for bullying me everyday without fail. K, I'm just joking. Went down to Nex, and sat at Starbucks while waiting for our forever late queen, Amelia Lim! She reached at 1.15pm, worst than me. Had our brunch at Pastamania, and down to 333 to study! Studied till 4.30pm and Piggy left for work. Doodled on my sketch book with my chalks and camwhore a "little". Daniel and Marcus came to find me after that.
enjoy (:

P/S: I know I look ugly when I smile with my teeth. BUT I like it ^^

Oh, and yes. I cut my fringe, and it's in a mess in this picture. :/

I love her. (L)

Amelia's Bag!!!!

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Headed to Dessert Story and Food Junction to have our Dinner. Finished my meal with the help of Marcus and bought mash potato for Amelia.

Some bitch got their karma and she's blaming it on me. Aww.. C'mon laa, lose in talking then call your friends as back up and come help you? Be independent, how old are you already. 18 already, grow up laa. Claiming that you don't want to waste time on me, and yet you keep on tweeting about it non stop? Ha ha, joke of the day.
What's call 吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸? 葡萄都是烂的, 还吃什么?

Blame it on September

2011-10-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

"I hate those moments, right before you go to sleep and you're forced to think about everything you tried so hard to forget."

EOY's killing my blog like a seriously. Everyday, it's either come home after school or meet up with friends and slack. That's all I can do, tell me how boring can my life become? Just gonna rant about random things since I really have nothing else to blog about. I'm sorry, but you guys have to just bear with it.

Yesterday was a disaster. I never never never want to replay those moments at all. God damn it.

It was so hot yesterday morning, so I tweeted "I hope it rain like later. I'm do damn hot. But please stop before school's over." Yeah, I know I have spelling errors in it. -.- And right after I tweet this, the rain comes pouring down. Talking about being lucky, gosh. Rang up Wilson cause' I'm pretty sure he would never reach school on time on a rainy day. He cabbed down my house with a junior and fetched me to school. Taxi stopped at a place without shelter, so I'm drenched. Traffic jam, lucky or what? When it's only 5mins walk from my house to school. Arrived at 7.38am, but wasn't given late slip as it was raining. English and then PE. I wore PE attire just to play volleyball, and guess what? Zhonghua complained that our school's too noisy as they're having their PSLE. So we can only sit down and talk. Whatdafuck? After school, asked Ms Tan for the keys for ISH. Had a "match" of volleyball against the boys with ma' girls. In the end, Mr Tan came in and chase us out because he claimed that we aren't suppose to stay in school to play since it's exam period. Had lunch at Nex, and Piggy sent me home. Went home feeling all fucked up, slept and didn't met Patrick and co.

Quarreled with Piggy after that. Cried like a bitch and still trying to put a strong front. You know what hurts the most? Trying to say you're alright when you're all screwed up and when you're on the verge of breaking down. Was fine after awhile, I guess. I think we seriously have problem on keeping our conversation going on. Anyone has lessons on how to make conversation between two people more interesting? I guess we ran out of topics.

Quarreled with my previous ex, and she fucking block me on twitter and private her tweets because I said that it was useless for her to block me because her tweets are public. Yes, a "she". Keep your comments to yourself please. (: She was being a fucking immature bitch, like seriously. Break means we have to turn that love into hatred?

I was seriously so happy that the clock strike 12 last night.

Okay laa, enough of those rants. If you even succeed in reaching till here, thanks. I love you guys. I promise to shower more love on this blog after EOYs. K, I'll stop being gross. :/

99% play time, 1% study time.

2011-09-29T16:24:00.003+08:00

What the fuck is wrong with all the sites? Facebook changed, twitter changed, youtube changed, and now Blogger wants to go with the flow? Stop with all the changing, please. It's only confusing us..

Lack of updates mainly because it's exam period and everyone is busy studying, no one wants to go out! And also because of my laziness.. expected right? lol k. Today is Thursday, and this entry is gonna be about Sunday, a bit too long but still with pictures, so yayyyyyyyyyyyy ~

Sunday 25th,
Met Amelia at Nex at around 1-2pm plus? Head to KFC and waited for Celine. Amelia went to fetch her, and we went to a block opposite 333 and sat there. And on our way there, my dear Amelia spammed my camera with stupid pictures of signboards in Nex. I'm only gonna upload some, enjoy!

Yeah, this are 3 of it. Now you get what I meant? Haha. But before studying, must camwhore a bit right? Yes, here goes ~

One thing bad about studying with Amelia is that when you're studying, she'll make lots of noises and be super hyper till you have no mood to study, and after that, she'll start studying. Evil max, I swear! That's what happened to me! ):

Below is the evidence that I did study!!!! I didn't post for the camera, believe me okay? T.T I swear if Shanice sees this, she'll be like "OMG, is that you? You study?!" urgh!

Random pictures ~

Ate Texas Chicken for dinner, walked around Nex and Amelia walked me home. :D

Anyw, should I get my fringe trimmed back into bangs? It's damn irritating. It kept on falling down and covering my eyes when I'm watching movie yesterday. Zzz

Talking about movie, I caught "Abduction" yesterday with awesome people. Awesome movie with awesome people, okay can what!

Exam period, and I'm still slacking. Art's final piece not even done yet, and it was due 2 weeks ago. Art exam's prep work still not yet start. Any cure for laziness, like seriously?! I'm going insane because of school work. Someone study with me, puhlease? ):

The Black Secret

2011-09-24T21:09:00.008+08:00

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I know I have no makeup on, uh shush.

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Happy Belated Birthday BoonKiong!

2011-09-19T22:11:00.004+08:00

I'm back in less than 3 days! Muahahahahahaha!

Okay laa, lame. In case you guys don't know, it was BoonKiong's birthday yesterday, and I went to his "celebration", yes with bunny ears! Not much of a celebration, more of an outing. :/

I had tuition early in the mornning, hmm like 8am? Charmaine was suppose to return me my shorts at 8.30am, but she didn't reply to my text. Hate this kind of people -.- Tuitioned all the way till 9.30am, and headed to Nex with Mummy. Ate at Wan Chai HK Kitchen, the porridge there was awesome. (Y) Way more awesome than Crystal Jade's. I strongly recommend! After breakfast, walk around Nex, and guess how much I spend there? About $100-$150. LOL!

Awesome right!?

When boredom strikes after you're done preparing..........
Okay laa! All my pictures laa, you can skip this part if you want lo............................ ):

They called, and I trained down Pasir Ris and cabbed to E!Hub. In the end, they made me wait for 40mins! Wtf? Was obviously fuming mad. K, shall not elaborate much on this part. :/

Lin Naing came to fetch me and we went up to Colosseum. After that, went arcarde, walk a few rounds and came out. Decided to watch Johnny English Reborn after that, so they bought the tickets while Lin Naing and I went down to have our lunch at Subway. Met Apphia and Vicky there. They were blur queens! Saw me and didn't know it was me. LOL?

Went down and designed a cupcake for BoonKiong. A lil' surprise I guess? Hmm. Slack around and went for movie.

Movie was awesome, but not as funny as expected, but still funny. :D Was sitting beside KianSwee, and I kept on stuffing popcorns into his nose, lol. Gross but funny. HAHA! Headed down to Fairprice, and bought butter. Cabbed down to Bishan's Haibin Prawning. Spent an hour there, caught only a few prawns. But Kevin's one was huge! About the size of a 1.5 litre bottle!

And since one of you requested, here is the photo of my FULL body when I'm out.

Ugly, unglam but still, I promised. (: And yeah, I know I look damn shag.. No idea why either.

Had a super fun day with Mehmeh today! Even though it's just an hour plus, but we still did have fun right? Haha. Oh yaa! I totally forget about my art! Wednesday last day, and I've yet to finish my colour scheme and final piece. Kill me please! I don't know how am I gonna take art next year due to my laziness..

Have to go down reporting tomorrow, wish me luck people.

Out of boredom!

2011-09-18T01:17:00.003+08:00

Don't ask me why, but I just feel like blogging right now, and yes WITHOUT a topic to blog about. I'll just randomly talk about random shit, crappy entry. Whatever ~

Oh yeah, and I'm trying to blog in a different style, if you guys notice, because I'm bored of how I blog. New way, new me, I guess? And I'm still wondering if I should change my blog url to aikikoveronztt.blogspot.com because I've change my twitter name to Aikikoveronztt too, so I think it's easier to recognise me through my name, right? Suggestions, suggestions, suggestions. That's what I need, but what I'm lacking of are readers..

A major edit picture of mine, was just trying out my editing skills though.

In the end this picture end up being my Facebook profile picture. I think this picture really don't suit for small icons, like when it's being crop into small icons beside your status or comments, so irritating..

Random, but I love my awesome brothers. (L) Patrick, Alvin and Marcus. Rang them up after my tuition and asked if they wanna meet or not. Patrick cycled down to Kovan from Hougang to fetch me, so sweet of him!!!!! And the 3 of them were sticking with me the whole day, when Daniel's with Shuxuan -.- Had an awesome heart2heart talk with the 3 guys! okay, lots of love. Bye, I gotta go.

Sorry for the abrupt ending. :/

206. Someone ask me how do I spell love, and I spelled out your name.

2011-09-16T19:05:00.002+08:00

I was on the verge of dejection. Dwelling on broken promises & anticipation. Still finding it hard to move on. Tried to stash the emptiness I felt. Feign happy & content. Falling in again, I avert. Then he came unexpectedly. Took the anguish in me and animosity. He got me over with melancholy. Wished you'd here to stay. Love of ours will last I pray. No matter what they say and come what may. I'll be holding on I swear. Anything for you I would bear. With you, I have nothing to fear. Everything seems right with you around. Real love in you I finally found. There in your heart where I am bound.

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Sorry for the video, it's done. But Windows Movie Maker has problem, or it's just my lappy's problem. I don't know, but thousand apologies.. I know you guys will say they're excuses, believe it or not, up to you guys. (: Life kinda suck recently. Enjoy the overdue(9th Sept) pictures, yeah mostly mine.

When I get bored of waiting for people after I'm done preparing.. Anyw, in those pictures, my hair looks wet because I'm just done bathing, :/

Blog shouldn't only be full of pictures only right? Boring hur? Especially when it's my pictures. :/ So that day, after they call me I when down to the block opposite mine. And I thought they were at the bus stop, but I walked pass the pet shop and saw Jane inside lol. So sweet of them to take the bus down from Hougang to fetch me and go back to Hougang AGAIN. lol

Bused down Hougang and had our lunch at Lava Rock. (: Yums! Wanted to post up an unglam shot of Marcus to let you guys laugh a lil', but I think I'll be evil if I do that.. so yeah..

Ninja!!!!!!! Okay, lame..

Okay, they were smoking, and my pictures became cloudy! ):

Then rounding with bicycle. Wanted to go Bubble K, but it was closed, sian............. ): so down to Hougang Park. Slack there and disturb the kids, haha! damn cute please. I was like looking at one small boy and ask him "you want kiss me not?" and he shout "uh!! go away!" and run away while laughing, LOL! so cute! Left quite early though.

Yesterday met Tingli, my long lost friend lol k. And down to Jurong East to meet Celine. (L) slack near a bubble tea shop outside of her school. Saw Wenxin and some bitches there. (: Sent Celine to bus stop, and went back to somewhere near her school, saw those bitches again. Kept on staring at us, -.- wtf. Unhappy with us, just come tell us please, no use scolding us on twitter you know? Like what I said, unhappy with me, then please feel free to ring me up. I'M NOT TRYING TO ACT LIKE A GANGSTER OR WHAT OKAY -.- just seriously, fuck you.

3 more weeks, and it's EOY. and yet what am I doing? It's com, com, com and MORE COM. lol. :/ Someone motivate me to study, puhleaseeeeeeeee! ): I seriously don't wanna drop to NA next year, and there goes my freedom. SO HOW?! ): I every time saysay only, never prove actions. Okay laa, I talk to much, byebye!!! (L) I love you all!

205. Your messages always makes me speechless, that's why we hardly could keep our conversation going on.

2011-09-08T23:29:00.004+08:00

So I suppose when I see you next we will be old friends, and I will smile and ask how you are and we will pretend you never told me you loved me and you never said you couldn’t be without me. Instead we will both wave and partly smile and when people ask who you are, I won’t think of you as the person who told me, that their love for me was unconditional. I will tell them we are old friends the really old kind, the kind that feels like I knew you from another life.
And I did know you from another life.
The one that we called 'Ours'

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Special okay, today pictures go first ~ ahlalalalala :D

Daniel looks super duper cute when he plays any game in LAN, LOL! cause' he'll go damn near the screen, haahahahahah

Sorry for the mosaic, bra exposed! :x

Yes, that's Randolph (:

Heyhohi, lol? hahahaha, very high now sorry :/
Will put up the video this week, I promise! Just heard some veryveryvery disappointing news about Fiona. Time to wake up uh Darling. And I found someone using "Veronztt" too. And guess what, I don't even know her -______- It's not that I'm still in the "you copy me I copy you" era, like what you guys like to say. It's just that it's human nature to get annoyed by this kinda things, no? Don't come up with nonsense like "you wear clothes then people cannot wear laa?" LIKE IT'S FUCKING OBVIOUS SHE GOT THAT DAMN NAME FROM ME, CAUSE' I THOUGHT OF THAT NAME MYSELF! kay laa, I just don't like to have things exactly the same as others, excluding daily necessities. Urgh, drop this ~

7th Sept, Wednesday
Had 3rd competition at Presbyterian High. Lost to Shuqun ): Bused home, prepared and meet Randolph, Daniel and co. at Hougang Mall. YES, RANDOLPH! He came to S'pore, and he came to find me. :D Slack at arcade, ate at food court and down to Plaza's LAN. (: After that, bused to Daniel's house to take bikes and Randolph left to find his girlf. Daniel ride me and all of us went to Marcus' house. Ate noodles there and down to Japanese cemetry. For? SLACK. Lol much? HAHA! Left quite early ~

8th Sept, Thursday
Headed down to Daniel's house in the morning and waited for Alvin to come. Cooked noodles and enjoyed it with our show, Resident Evil! :B My suggestion, hehe. Patrick came aftermath. Then Alvin and Patrick left with Daniel's bike to pick Fanny and Jane. Unfortunately, it rained! LOL! They came back with Marcus along, all of them were soaking wet, hahahaha! Used the laptop awhile and down to Hougang Point's KFC. Went to carpark, and guess what we did there? Carpark catching :B childish, but fun. (: Jane got scolded by an indian man and suspected he called the police, so we left. Down to another playground. The boys lent the cricket bat and ball from 2 children. Lol! 1 of the girl got angry with them cause' they kept on hitting the ball so far. :/ went to Daniel's house, and then Alvin and Daniel accompanied me home. :D

Here I am.
Worried for you, yet you don't seem to bother. Fuckiu. Don't appreciate it, then please, just say. I don't wanna waste my time on someone that doesn't knows how to appreciate someone else's kindness towards them.

204. I want a guy to save my texts just to look at them when he misses me.

2011-09-06T22:49:00.002+08:00

Admit it,
sometimes it's easier to say you don't care, than to explain all the reasons why you do.

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Yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo ~
I'm gonna apologise to one of my reader for not putting up the video on how I tie my hair when I go to school. If you guys are stalking my twitter, you all should know why. Because' before I even woke up, police already at my doorstep. ): And yes, this time I swear I didn't do anything wrong. My kindness just got used by some people and got myself in trouble. I didn't know the ATM card was a stolen one, I just helped my friend to withdraw money, Fiona and I got caught on the camera. ):

Hope you understand uh. I'll put up that video real soon, promise okay? (: But I'll still gonna put up photos of my phone, themes, my wallet and inside of my wallet. (reader's request) Enjoy the pictures ~ Don't have my face today, don't worry! :D

Yes! I have a messy wallet! hehe. Getting my wallet change soon, I want a Burberry/Guess wallet! ): Anyone willing to buy one for me?! h3h3, just joking

And so, I got amazed by my photography skills, so I carry on snap snap! Hehe, kidding laa. I was bored, so I snapped random things. :/

All pictures straight from camera, I swear I didn't edit the effect at all! ^^ Didn't expect my laoya camera can take pictures like this. :D
Next paragraph, for my super duper uper dearest blog readers ~ Don't cry okay!?

Dear readers,
If it's not because of you guys, I won't make it so far. For those who cares, thanks for all the compliments and encouragements. You guys gave me the courage to continue blogging, have confidence in myself and not let crude remarks bring me down. I wanna thank you guys so damn much. I love you! And for those who hates me, thanks so much too. You guys taught me so much. Like, not everyone are kind, people believe more in things they hear than those they see. You gave me bad comments, it wasn't easy letting them slide off my back, but I still overcome it right!? :D You, haters made me stronger. Thanks (L) I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU THAT'S READING THIS DAMN THING!

Short paragraph, but it's a showing my lil' appreciation. (': thanks alot okay?

203. You think I can't get hurt like you, you mother fucker.

2011-09-02T22:36:00.002+08:00

Roses are red, Violets are blue.
He’s for me, not for you.
And if by any chance, you take my place.
I SWEAR I’ll take my hand, and smash your face.

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Yoyoyo!
Got to think of a better catch-up line. :/ Teacher's Day celebration on Wednesday was AWESOME! :D Better than last year at least. I need new lens, seriously. My current lens is making my eyes hurt like a bitch, and now, right eye infection. ): Could it be the fake lens thingy that have been on the news for quite some time? Not so unlucky right? Hmm....
I took a video for all the performance, but only a bit of each. Wanted to make into a video last night, but I got pissed off when I was editing it halfway and I just clicked the tiny red button on my upper right hand corner. :/ Initially, I wanted to finish editing it, upload it on youtube.com and put it up here with this entry, but nah........ I'll just put it up once I'm done editing+uploading. Alright? :D hehe. Anyw, to those who took part in performing, GOOD JOB!
Okay, now for serious matter. I need a fucking model for my blog shop! Siyi have already agreed, but she's not free for the photo taking! So I need another girl instead! No time, no time, no time! In need for money uh! ): But obviously, I won't be letting my model, model for free, right? Conditions can be negotiate! :D So freaking please, interested, formspring me or leave me a message on Facebook! Thankiu so much. (:

My dear PatrickStar's birthday today and we made him angry, sorry brother! ): Had his tinytinytiny celebration with him yesterday, not a planned one. Patrick, Daniel, Alvin and Marcus woke up at 5-6am plus just to accompany me to ECP for my school's fun run to celebrate Teacher's Day in a different way, LOL i guess. They're such a darling. (L) and they really walked 3.5km with me! After that, took bus to AMK Hub, walked around and waited for Fiona. Changed + Makeup. 1.30pm, bueytahan, went to the shop and start our steamboat first since Fiona was so slow :/ She came kinda soon, ateateate. Jane and Fanny came afterwards and went off. We went to Virtualand, slacked in there, saw Andrei, hi-bye! Headed to a place with Water Fountain, they played and got wet(think straight), and I was so damn innocent, I got wet too. ): They played till 8.30pm, and all of us went home ~

Enjoy the pictures on Wed~ And yes, all taken by my camera. Sorry if they are low quality, laokokkok camera, what can you expect? ):

Shakey hands ~

Cherith claimed that she looks stupid because she looks like she's taking a picture of her bag, up close. But I think this picture looks photogenic, I'M THE PHOTOGRAPHER, THANKYOU! (buey paiseh ~ :D)

Clement from Fiona's class. Okay laa, have to be fair to Clement a bit laa because I forced him to take a picture with me. His face is not that big, but because he stand infront of me, and his face is too near to the camera, that's why it appeared so big.
Tip: Do not stand infront of any of your friends, no matter it's you or them taking the camera, your face will be big x2!

202. Heart broken by a guy that you never even dated.

2011-08-30T16:16:00.002+08:00

Turning a friend to a lover is easier than turning a lover to a friend.

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Wanted to blog last night, but was way too tired, so here I am today :D
Headed to Cine yesterday with Fiona and Keith. I'll start from the morning ~ Was suppose to meet Daniel at 8am for breakfast, but we didn't woke up in time because we slept at 3-4am in the morning. :/ Woke up at 11am plus, was so reluctant to get my butts off my bed because the weather was too suitable for me to stay in bed with my blankie :B Bathed, prepare and met Fiona at Nex and ate at Food Junction. Went to X-Craft and coincidentally saw Keith there. Asked him to go cine with us, so he went home to prepare.

Some irritating bastards made us damn sot. -.- We waited from 1pm-3.30pm for them, and why? Because they were fucking playing max tune, and in the end say don't want come. This is for you, suckas. -'-

Cabbed down to Cine. By the time we reached there, we could hear screamings and there was a fucking big crowd. O.O Know why? Edwin Goh, Ian Fang, Kimberly Chia, Elizabeth, Yi Da, Gabriel and "Xiao Shun" was there. Hehe. Crowd was out of control, so we went from the back of Cine. And yayyyy, the best part is when they're moving towards their van, they were just ride beside me. Saw everyone, up close! :D Poor Edwin, got pulled by a lot of girls. Aww ): Fans were crazy to the extent that they chase the van, wtf?!

Went in cine, and walked around. Had our late lunch cum early dinner at Jalan Kayu, a prata cafe. (: Ate halfway, Keith's friend came. Hongshun and co. Lol ~ Went out of cine and smoke. Saw my Santababy, Xinhui(Mars)! Saw Maryn and Nydia too. They came to talk to us. Then when I was looking at a group's direction, a girl stand up and stare at me. Slowly, she walk towards me, and gave me a hug! Cholris(Moon)! (L) Miss her a lot ): Soon, Fiona and I went off to Nex to look for Jovan, Nigel, Garvin and Clement. Talk a lot of nonsense in the LAN and arcade. lol? Went off at 8-9pm plus.

Okay, my Mum's company or whoever gave her this small little tiny wheeny cupcake. Yums okay!!!!! (Y) Damn cute! :B

Tomorrow school, Teacher's Day celebration~ Ciaos!

201. SALVAGE MY STUDIES!

2011-08-27T21:36:00.004+08:00

A lot of people say that I have to forget you, but no matter what I do, I still keep on thinking of you..

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Hey guys. (:
What's it like to start this entry with a retarded face of mine? hehe. Okay, as you can see from today's blog title, it's all about MUGGING FOR EOY! Yeah, I'm trying to salvage my studies, in a sense. Because it's my streaming year! Like what Mr Imran said, "You fail your Os, you can retake, fail to get your diploma, you can retake, but not sec2s streaming paper." Many of you would be like "Nah, she can't do it." OR "she saysay only, won't do one laa." Actually, I think you guys might be right......... hehheh, but still I'll try my best. Have faith in me okay?! And because of this, I'm suppose to be perspiring from the exhaustion of studying, almost half dead, instead of blogging here, err.. Well.. hehe. My meaning of mugging hard is.... Try hard not to use my phone, not to sleep and pay attention, IN CLASS. Do ALL my homework, hand them in on time, focus, focus and lastly, FOCUS. (Yes, must bold and underline!) I think by this way, even if I don't do revisions, I'll at least pass right? I'm left with 1 month, just 1 month. ): Got back my report book, marks for CA2, I think? As usual, I failed my Maths, Science and History. -.- And Literature VR. I think it stands for Valid Reasons since I only have Literature on Mondays and I'm not in school on Mondays, I'll be in Shatec instead. Wonder how will I be able to pass my Literature paper for EOY then. :/

Done, enough of all those things that're making all of us(all taking exams) stress over. Now, for these few fun days with clique. Just by slacking at a playground, we could do so many things that are fun. Like what Fiona did, catching a frog with her bare hands. yes, GROSS. And she freaking put her hand with the frog on top behind me, I screamed. -___- I'm not scared, I'm just................ Okay, I'm scared. What's awesome being with em' is that, I don't have to ride the bike when we're going rounding! It's either Patrick or Daniel, I'll be sitting behind one of them :D Not that I don't know how to ride, but I prefer someone doing the job instead, *evil* ~

My schedule for the 2 following weeks.

28th Aug - If possible, going down Siyi's house to get photos taken for my new blogshop. *winkwink* then down to ave8 to meet clique again. (:

29th Aug & 30th Aug - Hoping will be able to plan something with clique.

31st Aug - School, Friday's timetable and then Teacher's Day Celebration.

1st Sept - ECP with school, mass run -___- Hope it'll be fun.

2nd Sept - Holiday ~ Clique again (L)

The other whole week with clique again I guess. Hoping we'll do some things fun! Saving money for Zoo trip and Halloween tickets to Escape. I wanna stop using Mummy's money. Feeling veryvery bad. ):
Please let me know if you guys have jobs to intro, best if they're hiring groups, so clique can work together. Thanks in advance. Loves ~

200. Love is sweet when it’s new, but sweeter when it’s true.

2011-08-24T16:01:00.003+08:00

She’s getting stronger, you know, since you didn’t push her away. No, you threw her away. She’ve learned. You aren’t the only thing she talks about anymore, she laughs a little more, & I can see that glow inside her begin to flicker again. She’s picking herself up & she’s getting stronger & immune to you every day.

Yo sup!
I'm back again! Just ended school, and done bathing. Actually was planning to head out to meet clique, but was too lazy to go out nowadays, so here I am, blogging! (: Okay, I made a video of myself singing and uploaded it to Youtube.com recently. It's HORRIBLE! But well, just for entertainment purpose, so yeah, it's at the bottom of this entry. hehehehe

So Sunday, I brought clique to Old Woodlands to have their piercings. And guess what, all had somewhere pierced except for me. Wasted trip T.T
Anyw, I wore my wedges that day, surprisingly it was damn comfortable, not pain at all, could totally run with it. Yayyyyyyy!!!
Met them at ave8 while waiting for Alvin to finish his tuition. He came at freaking 3.45pm-4pm!!!! God dammit. Took the bus to Woodlands Interchange. Got off and took 913, we went to the wrong side and took one big round to Old Woodlands. T.T
Everyone pierced Labret except for Daniel and Candice. Daniel pierced Snakebite and Candice had her Septum pierced, as for me, NOTHING! Pathetic much? Bus back to Hougang, ate dinner and bought cake for Brother. HIS BIRTHDAY! :D Waited for him to end work and went down a block to celebrate for him.

Homed after that. Enjoy the pictures ~

LOL KAY! Marcus' is trying to act like XiaoShun from "On The Fringe" :/

I swear I don't know what I'm doing. :/

Finally done with the photos. (:
Below is the video. Sorry for the disappointment, but I covered the camera! SO IT'S PITCH BLACK, muahahahahhaa! :D Okay laa, seriously please don't leave any mean comments, cause' I just did this out of random boredness (no such phrase, I KNOW!) :/ Please be nice okay?
I love you guys (L)

199. If you cared, you'll stop and hear the story my heart's gonna tell.

2011-08-20T18:44:00.003+08:00

He's not perfect. You aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn't going to quote poetry, he's not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don't hurt him, don't change him, and don't expect more than he can give. Don't analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don't exist, but there's always one guy that is perfect for you.

Just blogged on Thursday and here I am again because I have the feeling to blog. Just skip this entry if you're not interested cause' it'll be darn boring. -____- Any idea why? Cause' I have no freaking idea on what to blog on.

Have been pratically very lazy nowadays. Haven't been going training since competition's over. Coach and team-mates must be really disappointed. Saw Coach on his motorbike yesterday, and I just look away. Guess he saw me already. I'm sorry guys..

Oh yeah, and it's almost the end of this month already, and this is only the 3rd entry for the WHOLE month. fuck.

Shatec on Monday. And there's test. Guess what, stupid Chef David didn't give me recipe for any of the pastry we're gonna get test on. Fuckhislife. -'- How am I gonna pass this way? Crazy lunatic freak.

I want so badly for my English to improve so my blog entry would be longer, and more understandable. English good = better blog entry, right? O:

But this lazy girl here can never stay awake during English lessons in school. :/ Not enough sleep + I can't be late for school. One more time I'm late, and I'll say "Hi" to suspension. zzz! EOY coming, yet I still can't concentrate on any of the subjects, how? ): Any ways to keep me awake and concentrate?

SUCKS TO BE ME ~

198. Sometimes, we think that we wanna disappear. But in actual fact, all we really want is to be found.

2011-08-18T19:31:00.003+08:00

I know things have changed, in a way I never expected. I hope your life is everything you want it to be.. and no matter when, or how long it has been since we’ve spoken, nor how late it is in the night, I’m always a phone call, a text, a drive away. I promise you that even though it may have not been meant to be, I’ll always still love you.. and I’m sorry for everything I’ve ever done, but I wouldn’t trade it for the world, because we have to make mistakes in life. It’s how we make ourselves better. So, just know I’ll never forget you, and that no matter what happens in our lives I’ll always be here for you.

FLEA!!!! ~

CLEARING ALL SPIDER WEBS!
Pixful post but I'm not gonna upload everything, was uploading and editing effects for the pictures, so don't blame me for this super late entry. :/ I wanted to update on Monday, but couldn't finish up editing. Okay, it's because I was busy on the other sites instead, h3h3! I know I have tons of excuses to use, so all I can do is, SAY SORRY! :D

Updating about Sunday, the day I went town with my babies! (L) So.... Let's start!!! :D
Was suppose to meet at 1pm, but a super 'cute' (yes, with two bunny ears) girl name, Candice woke me up at 10am with a phone call and ask me go prepare and meet her at Hougang Mall. Chionged. The best thing is, my cotton on heels the strap BROKE! -___- Fml.
Called my dear Fiona to cab down my house, and cab down to Mall. Wait for Candice to reach and shop for her heels. After that, MY TURN! :D Went to loads of shops, in the end, finally got a suitable pair.
Trained, and Daniel hopped in at Serangoon. We talked waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy too much, and realise it was already HabourFront. :x trained back to Dhouby, and trained to Somerset. (: Walked to Scape, FLEA! :D walked around. Well, I literally WALKED and hardly look at any clothings, and I'm the one who said I wanna go to the flea to shop for clothes :/ Instead, Fiona got a top and a bottom for just $5, which means $2.50 each. DIRT CHEAP.
Settle down at Mac then LongJohnSilver for lunch. (:

Done eating,
went to Cineleisure to have a walk. (: When to a neoprint shop, and spammed pictures inside. :/ Went up to the arcade. Candice and I went to seat down, while Daniel and Fiona went in and played. Legs were aching! ): Hate new heels! Slacked at the seats near arcade and waited for Daniel and Fiona to fetch Benson. Meanwhile, you know what happen?! YES, IF YOU GUESS CAMWHORED, YOU GOT THAT RIGHT!

A picture of the flea, outdoors.

Did I mention that my hair was SUPER flat that day?! ):

I have hairy legs, I KNOW!

Benson came, and we went to watch "Rise Of The Planet Of The Apes"
Awesome movie!!!! Rating it 4.9/5!!!!! Touching, funny and cute! Recommending everyone to watch it! :D Home after movie. (:

Tuesday,
ShanNeng, Qirong and Yuxuan came down from Woodlands to look for me at Hougang. Such a sweetie pie! Aww. Slack all the while. (: So long since I last see ShanNeng and Qirong. Miss them like hell! CookieAiAi didn't change much, but Shanshan did. Kay, ending this entry with a picture taken that day with Qirong's DSLR. (:

197. I expected, because you made a promise.

2011-08-12T14:16:00.002+08:00

You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains. You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines. You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when the wind blows. This is why I'm afraid, you say that you love me too.

Any remaining corpse?
Hope there is. Sorry for not blogging for 1239873747 days. Okay, 13days to be exact. :/ Same reason, so don't think there's much to explain right? :B Loads of unnecessary things happened, blood boiling, urgh. -____- Need somewhere to go, or else I'll be damn lifeless, slacking every single day. I'll die one day due to the boredom that's killing me.

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National Day Eve.
So how did you guys spend it? My was awesome! Didn't expect it to be a least bit fun at all. But I was wrong.
Skipped school and Shatec, and met Daniel and Patrick at my house void deck at 8am. (: Bused to ave8, bought mac breakfast and head to Daniel's house! :D Ate there, and watched Phua Chu Kang. Awesome show (Y) You guys should watch! Slept, and waited for Fiona, Tingli, Alvin and Marcus to reach. They took damn long! But once they reached, they on Phua Chu Kang again. So, make up, and camwhore!! :D yayyyyyy ~

Nua nua nua ~
Went down Hougang Point and eat. (: I bought fried icecream for Fiona and myself! Yums! (Y) Wanted the durian flavour, but they ran out of it. ): So bought mango and strawberry flavoured ones. Slack and listen songs outside mac. Went to a block nearby, and played block catching. :3
Childish, but FUN! They couldn't catch me, hohohoho! :D
Dead beat. Slacked at the block. Mabel came! Ate tidbits and chit chat. Went to a nearby playground, and played there. Young at heart yo! \m/ later in the night, cab home. (:

I love all of em'

CIAOS ~

196. Sometimes we play with love. But when the time comes and we realise we wanna get serious, love plays with us.

2011-07-30T22:26:00.002+08:00

Listen my beloved, everything I do just to make you happy. I do that things not because I want you to love me back, but I do that things in order to make you smile. Nothing is more important than your smile. Nothing is more important than your happiness for me. When you can enjoy your life and smile through every moment, it really warms up my soul. I do not really care if you don’t love me or you hate me, I just need you as the reason to continue my life.

Hi.
Yeah, it's kinda obvious that none is left at this dead dead place, namely, my blog. :/ I wanted to post up a video of Aloysius cute chipmunk voice, and Daniel and Aloysius 's 童话 Remix. But Youtube really pissed me off.

That time I uploaded a 5mins plus video, it only took like 5-7mins. Just now, I tried uploading a 1min plus video. It took like 2hours! And once it reaches 100%, it hangs there. Like WTF please. -__- Got damn angry, and closed the whole page. So, sorry ):

I'm sick. It's horrible! ): Fever of 38.0 degree. Have problems swallowing cause' my throat hurts like a bitch. Block nose, can't smell anything. Headache, but have no intention of sleeping. And what's worse, I miss you damn badly ): HOW?!
12am, it's reaching. I'm damn scared, I swear. Someone accompany on the phone, please? ): Hope mummy can tong until I go to bed.

If you did follow my twitter, I tweeted what Candice texted just now, "Imagine if one day you and ong together . Me and tan . Fiona and peanut . Sigh ....."
All I can say, this is just our fantasies. Won't come true. ): Sigh..

Sorry boy, I don't mean to scold you just now. I know you're stress over your shop. But please takecare of yourself. Drive motor, please be careful! ): Love you.

Just a short update, will update once I got something to update.

195. If you knew what I'm going through, and how I'm feeling now, you'll probably cry..

2011-07-26T20:46:00.003+08:00

I find heartbreak incredible. That simply by lacking one person to tell you good morning, watch your favorite movies, talk about your day with, little things, that kill not to have anymore, even when you can do the exact same things with other people. Its not the same. Something invisible is there. To make the difference between people who matter to you, & who don’t. So i’m okay with heartbreak, the sorrow that follows happiness, because it is proof that there was once, still is, something greater there. That it hurts not to have anymore, Love.

Hey,
and to remind those that have forgotten what is this dead space here, IT'S MINE BLOG! :D

LAME FUCK. sorry, a bit hyper right now. :/

Yeah, I know it's been really dead recently. Not because I don't want to update, but because I HAVE NO TIME TO and there's really nothing else to update. :/ this entry will be full of pictures, overdue ones. Just to make this a little more alive.

So, this were taken on a Saturday, not sure of the date.
Brother went to Xianghui's BBQ, so we stayed in his car and camwhore, heehee :D

Hate it when my camera don't focus in a picture I think is nice! ):

See! Another one, never focus -_____- zzz!

I look damn tired in this picture :/

Done. When Chompchomp after that, and I went home :D

194. Waking up in the morning and reminding myself: "silly girl, he isn't yours anymore."

2011-07-26T09:03:00.003+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIII!
Someone's staring at my screen watching me post this now. Guess who? :D AMELIAAAA! lame. Kay, I'm in com lab, fucking bored cause' I don't wanna do my maths worksheet.

Yesterday was horrible. Didn't go Shatec, cause' reached AMK Hub at 9am. So ate breakfast with Liting there and caught Harry Potter. :D AWESOME (Y)
Went to fetch Fiona after school, and walked to my house together. Guess what? Police at my doorstep -.- Got caught back, and went lock up till 12am plus and mummy bailed me out. Have to go back for reporting again next next week. That place is hell. Sit until butt pain sia. ):

That stupid person beside me keeps on staring. CRAZY! :D Yeah, she look at me and asked "that's me right?" LOL!

KAY LAA, BYE (L)

193. The times we were happy together are worth the times I cry alone.

2011-07-15T21:02:00.004+08:00

Sometimes what happens happens, you don't have control over what mistakes people make, what choices they make, or what people's thoughts are. You don't know how you are preceived to other people and you have to realise that people are going to be in and out of your life because that's how it is. You can only control you so you can change who you are, who you were, and who you want to be.

Boo yah. I'm back.

Kay, complete retarded here talking to herself cause' most of her readers have flown away due to the lack of updates on her blog. ): Aww!!! Well, I didn't want to blog. JUST KIDDING! :B It's cause' nowadays I've been home late, at about 9-10pm plus, so it's about impossible for me to on my lappy since there's school the next day. ):

So Saturday, tuition till 4.30pm, went home prepare and cab down Hougang mall to meet Fiona, Tingli, Alvin and Marcus. :D Fiona went to buy the same clothing as me from Cotton On. Went down to find Xianghui and co, slack awhile and headed down Zhen Rui's birthday :D

Saw many people like Alwin and co. Miss them much, pictures are taken. (:

Left the place at about 8.30pm. Went rounding in Brother's car. Went to Lavender to have supper at 11pm plus with Brother, Fiona, Tingli and Alvin. Sent Tingli home first, then Alvin then me :D Reach home exactly at 1am.

Yesterday, headed down to Bugis with Fiona, her mum and her uncle. Went her house first, slackslack. Ate at Albert Steamboat. :D Got crab ley! Jealous not?! And is her uncle pay :P but only both of us were eating, cause' her mum and uncle went to another shop to eat.

Went down Bugis street, got myself 2 contact lens and shopped around. Cab back Hougang. Slack awhile and homed ~

Finally pictures all uploaded (:

Fish & co. before tuition tomorrow, and meeting Tingli and Fiona after that (:

CIAOS ~

192. Never confuse education with intelligence.

2011-07-10T16:15:00.002+08:00

I don't know where I stand with him, and I don't know what I mean to him. All I know is that every time I think of him, all I wanna do is be with him.

Not much to update. Mad tired, so this is gonna be a really short update.

Pictures of Zhen Rui's birthday yesterday will be uploaded in the next entry I guess. Went rounding in Brother's car last night and reached home at 1am. No idea why I'm so tired though :/

Volleyball Competition ended, and we got 3rd :D Happy much! Trained for about 1year, our effort finally paid off. (:

Life kinda suck recently. Yeah..

Woke up this morning and found out something I don't really wanna know. Well, fuckmylife (:

Heading down to Shatec tomorrow again. Not looking forward to it because it's fucking at Bukit Batok. -'- So far.. And it's gonna end at 5-6pm. Damn late. No time for me to go out afterwards. Fuckedup life I have. Sucks to be me right? Hah.

191. Has anyone else realized a heart folded in half makes 2 teardrops?

2011-07-03T12:37:00.002+08:00

There's a saying that goes.. 'you don’t know what you have until it’s gone.’ Truth is, you already knew what you had' you just never thought you’d lose it.

*clearing spider webs* Morning! :D

It's 1,2,3,4,5 days since the last entry :/ ps! Was busy with competitions and there's nothing I could update about. Yesterday was my school's Fund Raising Carnival. I'll recall on what happen, and there'll be loads of picture :D ENJOY!

Woke up at 7am, and prepared. Got ready at 8am, and met Amelia, Cherith, Apphia, Vicky and Pearlyn at basketball court. (: Headed to school and straight went to the stall to set up everything. Didn't did much, as I was the incharge of stall deco, so I just tell them what to do, and I continue relax over there :/ heh ~

Went to change into our red shirt and jeans because of the "restaurant's" theme. And yes, I was the waitress! So those that hate me and didn't come, sad for you, I didn't serve you! ^^

Started preparing for everything at the restaurant, and greeted some guest. And yes, I DID GREET! I'm polite okay! :D Many came! Lent my camera to Belinda, and she spam alot of pictures, so ENJOY!

Up next, Belinda and co.'s spam ~ I'm sure you guys would laugh, cause' I did when I was browsing through the pictures (:

And next, drumroll please ~
*drumrollllllllll~* Our principal! :D

My co-form teacher. Mrs Ng and her son (L)

Went to our stall, which was beside the Dunking Machine. Slack there awhile ~ And when it was about to end, these few smart alec paid 10bucks to dunk me! WTF!? I ran, but I got caught, and was carried up, god damn embarrassing! And I think Shanice took a video of me getting dunk. ):

Anyw, there was a place for performance. One of em' was street dancing, and this guy from our school did with a few other boys, Chenyan, Robert, Dexter and somemore. One of them had a solo, and did something damn sweet for his girlf! But the music stopped halfway, and his face change and he became damn angry when he walk towards the DJ :/ Video below! SWEETEST COUPLE IN PEICAI MAN!